guard was sitting in my chair I don't want attention

I decided last minute on library when I remembered Father's Day fewer people.  that's why St Justin's closed yesterday.  

I threw everything I need to repair sass skirt into shoe box.  I feel so efficient.  and I fixed the Velcro bite.

and I feel sad dad was not my father just a sperm donor.  I never understood why mom told me I was the mailman's child.  she said crazy things.  so when she told me I was crazy I knew she was crazy.  

just makes me sad.