Thursday, March 19, 2020

life is weirder

BEEN AWAKE 2 HOURS.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.  I WATCHED MOVIE, ATE MY  CEREAL.  I GUESS I COULD READ OR CATCH UP ON NEWS.  EXERCISE.

A GLORIOUS DAY.

UGH. MITZI LEFT ME PHONE VOICEMAIL IF I WANT/NEED ANYTHING.  YEAH RIGHT, SO SHE CAN DENY ME.  LIKE THE TIGER BLANKET, RIDE TO HER HOUSE THANKSGIVING, WHEN I HAD SURGERY, BACK UP WITH AILEEN'S HARASSMENT, ETC.  MITZI KEPT INSISTING I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE PURPLE COMFORTER.  SO SAD TO LOSE MY SISTERS (WHEN DAD AND MOM DIED) OVER THE ESTATE.

EVERYTHING I'VE EVER ASKED OF THEM THEY'VE DENIED ME.  THEY LEARNED IT FROM MOM AND DAD AND THEY DIED SADLY, MISERABLY.  UNTIL THEY LEARN SOMETHING DIFFERENT I WON'T BE AROUND THEM.

THEIR BETRAYAL IS A MAJOR COMPONENT OF MY DEPRESSION.  I'M BETTER.  I DON'T BELIEVE THEIR LIES.

SENIORS LUNCH IS PICK UP ONLY.  BACK PARKING LOT.  AT LEAST THEY STARTED 11;10.  TOMORROW DRIVE UP, PICK UP AND MAYBE MEAL FOR WEEKEND.  WE'LL SEE.  I RETURNED HOME IN TIME FOR MONK MARATHON.  I PUT ON HEADPHONES AND LISTENED TO CD AND READ P G WODEHOUSE LITTLE WARRIOR ONLINE AT GUTENBERG.  FELL ASLEEP.

CHANNEL 2 DISAPPEARED FROM LIVING ROOM TV AND 7 WON'T COME IN ON EITHER.  EH, TONIGHT IS 5.












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