last day lettuce

feeling tired despite 6 am 2 awakenings.  watched 'concentration', 'now you see it', cooked faux french toast with yogurt topping.  i managed to eat it all a lot.  sitting seniors listening healing waiting for my soul to catch up.  Aussie aborigines had the right idea.  

i did 3 hours constant activity.  napped.  tried looking up charger instructions too many.  Megan bookmobile tried.  looked around college Safeway bought lettuce found 2 dimes and cloth mask.  forgot dollar tree for dinner too tired.  home napped ready for tomorrow.  i'm feeling excited tgif.  inge gave me lettuce i added can tuna.  

i'm feeling so guilty playing online games.

recycled

$4 one laundry load.  space in the trunk.  sitting in the parking lot seniors letting my soul catch up.  

terrible lunch good thing it was tiny.  came home finished real chicken.  inge gave brownie bite from cost co.  so good with milk.  

i feel so guilty feeling so happy.  i want it to be fry day.  and the weekend.  sales i always had to work sat and sun days.

freaking myself

going so well.  i'm still charging the chrome.  20%.  

i did it all

got to seniors early and gym almost empty.  after lunch picked up combo dropped off chrome hot spot movies and my summer reading prize portable charger.  with an offer for instruction bookmobile.

6/26/22 chrome crashed again

a lyrical day.  just sounds good.  i'm cooking chicken.  3 batches.  four huge thighs tiny drums.  must be really weird looking chickens.  took all yesterday to thaw.  the eggs i got yesterday are flavorless.  so probably better to cook in recipes not eat as eggs.   Eggland is so much better'

wow crashed again 7 pm

i get it.  chrome is teaching me to release resentment.  replacing my tabs like i replaced what family stole from me.  but they only inconvenienced me.  stuff is replaceable people too.  i replaced Eric with Walter, Art and Carlos.  and the things they try to keep from me is just stuff.

my back is trying to teach me and i haven't been listening i've been resisting.  that's why i'm not better.

went to st just easy.  home unloaded put away what i wanted.  watched half 'any day now'  ate rice beans chicken.  

i'm better at wanting and receiving.  this crash i wasn't confused and confounded.

seniors 9

i added lucky's checked e mails.  decided gym and lucky's freebie.  so relaxed.  

grand opening ace already closed.  oh well.  if i want soldering tip propane i can replace alien theft.  she stole glass door knob, vintage p o wooden steam ship globe, spanish fan.  so many one of a kind collectibles.  

seniors biked stretched.  i'm doing a little more every day. forgot chrome charger considered library forgave myself puzzled upstairs.  i think some mistakes are to teach us self forgiveness.  computed and art came and gave me extra lunch.  home 2 pm.  91 o.