BUT WHO KNOWS

I WONDER IF I'LL EVER GET TO SEE THE OVERVIEW OF MY LIFE LIKE I CAN CHART BLOGS.

OF COURSE BLOGGER DOES IT FOR ME.

I DROVE OFF THIS AM SANS BELT.  RETURNED AND PUT IT ON.  THEN TO SRS WHERE THE SPA IS CLOSED SO ON TO CAMPBELL?

I DON'T HAVE TO SO MAYBE I WON'T.  AT LEAST I'M OUT OF THE HOUSE.  MAYBE I'LL GO TO SV SPA NEW.

FEELING VERY ADULT

FINALLY, I FEEL MATURE.  I'M GOING INTO THE HOLIDAYS WITH A NEW ATTITUDE.  I HAVE OPTIONS.  I CAN GO TO FIRST PRESBY SC 11:30-2:30, ST CLARE 12-3, FIRST PRESBY SV 4-6.  ANY AND ALL. 

I HAVE THE GYM FOR THERAPY.  I HAVE A RICH AND FULL LIFE. 

DONALD TRUMP IS FORCED TO GROW UP AND GROW OUT OF BULLYING.  MAYBE IT WILL BE TRUE FOR ALL BULLIES.

MY BACK NOT BEING BETTER HAS A PURPOSE.  I FIND OUT THE REALITY OF MY RELATIONSHIPS. 

A LITTLE MILK

THREE PINTS IS TOO MUCH AND WILL LEAD TO WEIGHT LOSS THE BATHROOM WAY.

AT THE LIBRARY-MY NEW LIFE

I AM BLESSED.

VICIOUS-10/24/2016

I'VE BEEN WATCHING IAN MCKELLAN AND DEREK JACOBI IN A PBS COMEDY SERIES ABOUT TWO GAY MEN IN A LOVING, COMMITTED 50 YEAR RELATIONSHIP. 

I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I FOUND IT SO ENDEARING UNTIL I REALIZED IT WAS MOM AND DAD.  JUST AS INSANE AND NOT ANYWHERE AS DESTRUCTIVE.  THEY LACKED LOVE BUT NEEDED EACH OTHER.

AND REMOVED FROM ME. 

THE BEST PART:  I CAN MUTE THEM OR TURN THEM OFF COMPLETELY.

I JUST DON'T KNOW/LIARS

I'VE BEEN WATCHING NONVERBAL COMMUNICATION DVD.  I WAS ABUSED BECAUSE OF MY AUTISM.  I WAS BURNED AND TORTURED DUE TO A'S LIES AND FALSE BLAME. 


NO WONDER I WAS CONFUSED.  HOW COULD THE LIAR BE BELIEVED?


THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO BELIEVE LIES ONLY END UP LYING TO THEMSELVES.


THE SELF LIES LEAD TO AN INEVITABLE UNHAPPY DISEASED END.

THE OUCHY FACTOR

I LOOK FORWARD TO THE TIME I HAVE NO ACHES AND PAINS.

THAT'S WHAT AGING IS:  ACHES AND PAINS.  HOW YOU KNOW YOU'RE OLD.

I PLAN ON YOUTHING.