seniors

it's consistent.  my hair is sooo silky.  

I picked up my free 4 mini pack Jones root beer.  20 cents deposit.  I used Lucky's connection.  I bought 2 low salt Fritos, 2 free using my $7.89 gift card.  I'm getting what I want.  

no SUNNY hot spot DIVINE ORDER

AND SO IT IS.  I turned in Sunny Spot and movies.  they keep track of late now 4 days late.  

today the weather is sunny

I'm releasing my stress and anxiety.  maybe I'll go to Cup.  eh.  Walter showed up talked with Salome.  I kept on track and went to pick up holds.  I planned on returning a hot spot to Sunny and it says no internet.  so it doesn't matter.  

too much good espresso

I'm starting to feel jittery.  I'm having delicious espresso with coconut milk in the mornings and i forget to have tea at lunch.  Hilde's getting sneaky taking out separate dishes then second cart much later with complete meals.  I got chicken.  

6 am it was raining hard.  6:30 it paused, I drove to seniors.  then drizzled all day.  I decided I deserve easy.  home for my game shows.

yay! hurray! I paid Bartolo/Adela

I arrived seniors peacefully.  soaked an hour and had the alternate r b sandwich for lunch.  the veg pasta looked very overcooked.  Fred and Toki had lots of room today.  Toki said no b'day acknowledgment.  OK.

I considered banking, Cup, Sunny, central.  always tomorrow.  

Bartolo and Adela (I gave her the $70) came after 3 pm to do the yard.  

lovely quiet day.

breakfast soup

I put salad in a bowl topped with chicken meatball Progresso soup heat for 4 minutes.  I halved a bagel topped with balance toasted so good I toasted the second half.   

and watching Tempation.  today I married a Witch and The Ghost and Mrs Muir.  two movies I can always enjoy watching.  and I can go to the central library to finish the puzzle.  and I can always watch movies on the library computers.  

showered at 24 after gas fill up 11:30 took 11 minutes.  just before I got to Costco a bunch of cars appeared.  

3:20 finished puzzle.  I'm feeling hungry I forgot to eat lunch.  I parked under library.  oh I forgot to read Friday's paper from college Safeway.  

I feel good.  my new visualization I see myself healthy, strong, incredible.  

on my way to seniors

7:41 first in the empty parking lot I wondered if it was the right day.  I checked the online February newsletter.  7:50 people drove in and waited outside the doors.  overcast supposed to rain.  I had protein shake.  yesterday I completely forgot b'fast wasn't hungry.

tub soaked my hour in blessed silence.  Dave was quiet.  I remembered banking withdrew Chase proceeded to St Just picked up lunch.  indoor picnic.  I thought about county library for next week.  

I'm so glad I never had kids to ignore and neglect.  so many are abandoned by parents having the library babysit.  me too, I was dropped off at the library.  people who should never be around children.  never have kids.  that's what's wrong with the world.  ALL THE PROBLEMS OF THE WORLD ARE NEGLECTED,ABANDONED, IGNORED and ABUSED CHILDREN.  THERE ARE NO RIGHT PEOPLE HAVING KIDS.  

my problem with locks are from Ail stealing my key and lying I lost my key.  and if I told mom might kill her and it would be my fault.  I keep remembering mom beating Ail with a broomstick and Mit and I hiding under the kitchen table listening to screams.  Mit has no memory of it but I'm sure it caused her being sick a lot, sore throats, ear infections and stomach problems.