11:30 cup library

hot tubed at lucky gym saw ginny so loud like an islander.  water foamy men just sit in it.  soap and cells.  somehow i picked up cactus thorns.  i noticed and carefully removed from my suede boots.  janitor was sweeping and stirring up everything.  so lovely no schedule on a bright sunny day.  

i want to go to sunny.  i already ate a banana and had bars and cottage cheese in the trunk.  i could do laundry too.  i can do what i want.  library today laundry tomorrow.  1:30 no puzzle i like.  i started huck finn while i charge chrome.  cough er didn't even try to cover mouth.  just that dry shallow cough going around.  i left for home 4 and stopped sprouts found clearance dark chocolate pepitas and mint almonds 2 pieces chocolate cake $13+.  yippee!!

best life ever 3 day weekend

no competition.  everyone likes different things.  nothing's better just different.  

i'm trying to enjoy 'super mario brothers'.  it's a little violent.

i swam.  then detoured to sprouts i had lots of time.  clearance sandwich for lunch and lemon bites and orange cheese danish.  i visited st just's new store.  lunch noon at the library.  picked up 3 new discs.  i could have gotten more.  lots to watch.  sort of rhymes.  

progress is perfection-mallory made puzzle bookcases

it used to be 'progress not perfection' but now i realize progress is perfection.  i'm gradually becoming happier.  easing into heaven is much more comfortable than all at once.  

i'm ready to bingo.  well, i didn't win.  3 pm i was leaving walter was outside with his rooster.  i told him i had to get to safeway friday deals.  i got the last cooked beef and egg potato salad, and 2 clearance argan oil lavender shampoo.  score!  

morning was lucky's free drink and clearance 4 pieces bacon wrapped jalapeno stuffed sausage chicken breast $2.  i cooked one microwave hi-2.22 simmer 14 minutes.  so good.  so far i've eaten 2 lbs salad.  

bookmobile

what a beautiful day it's turned out to be.  lunch was ok.  i swam paying attention to the time avoiding 10:30 locker room traffic.  i got to seniors just as cody arrived by the time i got cart ready to roll he was set up he's so fast.  returned 3 borrowed 4 movies.  

it's so nice to eat with calm people.  so much better digesting.  trudy came by to drop news paper for toki and treated us 4 bags home made peanut butter cookies.  

6 am mashallah! thank god! (hot spot)

watching Pakistani 'what's love got to do with it?'  better than i hoped.  i watched 'fool's paradise'.  'bowfinger' better.  just thinking about it makes me laugh.

i swam.  i have to change my timing.  all schedules changed.  i forgot sewing machines at sunny library.  went completely out of my mind.  oh, well next week.  

i turned in sunny hot spot the 4th not even a week without.  i went from 29th in line.  tygj.

wheel on after basketball.  football now basketball.

taking time off

i decided i wanted to puzzle.  a new experiment on happiness.  premise:  if i'm happy then everything falls effortlessly into place.  

they purport to have potato salad bag lunch.  and i remembered i want to check prune lucky's for leg warmers and green burritos.  

11 am sitting lunch room i'd estimate most people are not happy.  not sad.  right on cue my allergies kicking up.  so dusty.

i puzzled a bit 2:30 i went to post office.  i was told i had to write from and to on box.   strange rules.   because it was book $4.67.   

i walked prune lucky's checked leg warmers, they may not be marked down by vendor.  green burritos 2/$1.  stopped walked homestead safeway burritos 79 cents.  bought chocolate parfait $3.49 and got cash used wi-fi.

9 pm i'm awake to watch 'only murders in the building.'  'embrace the mess.'  

roller coaster

up and down.  i drove as slowly as safe.  seniors 9:30 i went upstairs to puzzle for an hour to warm up.  showers not hot.  i took my time stretching.  lunch was ok.  chef salad and i waited to try extra bean stew.  

upstairs i puzzled walter and mini showed up 2 pm.  he rehashed November inspections and anxiety.  i realize he enjoys his anxiety.  he's closed off his feelings so all he can feel is anxious.  he chooses not to grieve.  he can't feel happy.  he's loyal to his dad's misery.  i had to stop 5 pm and then went back to use wi-fi.  took me half hour to check settings.  i'm ok.  i feel like i sacrificed 2 months of life listening to walter's tapes.