ONE THING AT A TIME

I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO REMOVING UNDERWIRES FROM TWO BRAS SO I CAN WEAR THEM.

I'M CREATING MY HEAVEN.

A LITTLE THING AND SO IMPORTANT TO COMFORT.  THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL.

OUCHY!!

YESTERDAY I GOT UP EARLY AND GOT GAS AT COSTCO AND BACK HOME.  I FORGOT MY BACK BRACE.  I TOOK MY TIME GOING TO THE CLUB AND SEEMED FINE ALL DAY. 

I'M PAYING FOR IT TODAY.  MY BACK, NECK AND SHOULDERS.  I HAVE AN EXTERNAL HEADACHE.  MY SKULL IS SORE.

I WENT TO G2, SFWY, LUCKY'S, HOME, ST JUSTIN'S, AND NOW THE LIBRARY. 

HURRAY! I'M STILL FUNCTIONING.


 

DIRK GENTLY

WATCHING 2016 SEASON ONE EPISODE 7 FARAH GETS LOCKED IN TRUNK OF CAR AND ESCAPES THRU BACK SEAT, SAYING REBIRTH.

HOT TUB=WOMB 5/23

I'M REBIRTHING MYSELF USING THE HOT TUB.  AND SO FAR SO GOOD.  I HAVEN'T LOST ANYTHING THIS WEEK.  I MISPLACED A PACK AND BOOK.  I REMEMBERED WHERE I LEFT THE BOOK, IN THE LIVING ROOM WHEN I STARTED CLEARING A READING SPACE AND GOT DISTRACTED AND ENDED DOING SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.  OH, WELL.

5/23  IT'S WORKING.  TODAY I WATCHED THE 9TH LIFE OF LOUIS DRAX AND I'M OK.  EVERYDAY IS A REBIRTH.  I CAN START FRESH.  NEW.  SITTING IN MY CAR IS ANOTHER WOMB.  I REEXPERIENCED THE SMOKE AND TENSION B4 BIRTH.  SHE SMOKED.  SHE FELT GUILTY WHEN I WAS BORN AND WAS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN B4.  DIDN'T BEAT UP ON A AS MUCH.

TAKING ME FOR GRANITE

I'VE BEEN LEADING THE WAY IN TAKING MYSELF FOR GRANTED.

TODAY I LOOKED FOR MCCALL BOOK AND COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE IN CAR AND KNEW IT WASN'T BY BED.

WHERE WAS IT?  AFTER STARTING AND STOPPING STRESSING I RECALLED STARTING TO TIDY LIVING ROOM TO READ AND BECAME DISTRACTED AND IT'S PROBABLY THERE AND NOT MISSING.

ONLY TOOK 2 HRS TO REMEMBER.  SUCH A FUNNY WORD.  REATTACH.

COMPASSION FOR THE YOUNG

JOYCE, JOICE, A SCU STUDENT ASKED TO INTERVIEW ME.  SHE'S SMARTER THAN THE REST.  CHINESE FROM SF.  I WONDER WHY SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE USF.  MAYBE TO BE ON HER OWN.


I WOULDN'T BE YOUNG NOW FOR ANYTHING.  IT'S COMPLEX AND ONLY GOING TO BECOME MORE COMPLICATED. 


IT'S A GREAT TIME FOR CHANGE AND TECHNOLOGY.  NOT SO GOOD FOR BEHAVIORAL PSYCHOLOGY.  ETHICS AND HUMANITY LAG BEHIND. 


POPULATION IS CONTINUING TO INCREASE MEANING THERE WILL BE MORE AND MORE CRAZIES, MORE AND MORE BEASTS.  IT WILL BE HARDER AND HARDER TO FIND FRIENDS.  NO WONDER THERE ARE SO MANY DYSTOPIAN STORIES.  IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NEGATIVITY AS MUCH AS EXTRAPOLATING A FUTURE TIMELINE. 


MORE AND MORE STRESS.  NO THANKS.

STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT

BECAUSE OF THE CHANGE OF WIND DIRECTION THE SKYLIGHT IS LEAKING IN A NEW SPOT. 


I BOUGHT SO MANY BUCKETS BECAUSE I LIKE USING THEM TO HAUL STUFF AROUND.  NOW I CAN USE THEM AS BUCKETS.


TODAY I'M AT MISSION LIB ON MY WAY HOME FROM CAMPBLIB, SAVERS, $ANC.


DOING NEW LIFE IS EXHAUSTING.  CREATING NEW NEURAL PATHS TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY. 


AND I'M USING NEW BAGS.