Monday, October 6, 2025

eh-sis' b'day

my body remembers the denials and ridicule.  I can safely feel the rejection.  in my stomach.  I wonder if that's why seniors get big bellies.  all the negativity stored.  I don't have to deal with any of it.  I can let it go give it to God.  I put in my time 7x70.  

oh, no TV listing changes.  figures.  

Saturday, October 4, 2025

my lucky day

new Fannie Flagg book.  Something to Look Forward To.  and I am.

weird St Just lunch frozen sandwiches, chile jello too hot to finish.  interesting concept.  I mixed it with peach cup.  looks like guava so I tried finishing it.  spicy jello BIG NO.

such happiness.  puzzle and new book=heaven.  

oh, the corn dogs are calling me.  I have a sandwich and cucumber. 

Friday, October 3, 2025

Yippee!! paid Disc

I'm having more fun.  oh, my back hurts from standing at the central puzzle table 4 hours.  worth it.  I want to keep the muscles working.  I load my bags for weight lifting.

I'm watching Young Sheldon from 5/16/24.  I don't know why I missed it.  maybe recovering from 2/14/24 car collision.  reminds me of dad's funeral.  

Thursday, October 2, 2025

despite weather 100% rain-Happy Thursday to me, Happy Thursday to me

Happy Thursday dear me, Happy Thursday to me.  I saw, I swam, I conquered.  

way more than a tenth of an inch of rain.  if it continues raining banking tomorrow.  I decided Bartolo $ later too.  stopped raining at 7 am seniors and 10 Cody mobile.  

I bought RB bag lunch w/coupon clipped my car key and the desk freaked.  Miranda tried signing me up for class Silicon Valley Power lighting safety on Mon. 10/27 at 12:30-1:30 pm and couldn't find it.  Aracelli signed me up.  I remembered my lunch myself.  

it stopped raining I went to teller Chase withdrew and deposited at Merry.  I walked Sprouts nothing.

2 pm ensconced at main.  found current PGE bill $70/2 months due 16th.  

I paid Bartolo in his front yard I told him the branches need cutting off the roof.  I hate stating the obvious.  

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

labels are so confining

 like definitions.  everything is made up.  social agreements.  

so lovely peaceful senior center.  

and library reading is my favorite.  

Build the Life You Want.
adenosine pg 61 makes you feel tired sleepy opposite of caffeine.
anhedonia pg 72 inability to feel pleasure.


Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Beloved daily word-HiCap 10/15 appt. 2 pm Medicare-Sunny hot spot and picked up

today's Daily Word.  I was feeling punk.  Lee gave me left over unhygienic croissants I gave to birds.  

I ate my corn bread for b'fast.  I want corn dogs.  

'Blazing Saddles' was remade into an animated cartoon 2022 'Paws of Fury'.  Mel Brooks voice actor.  what a world.  

feeling dizzy from post nasal drip sinuses.  blustery windy day full of junky air.  I must drink more water to avert dehydration.  

4 pm I picked up free baby carrots 2 lb out of lb Jesse Mgr authorized Food Max.  then Sunny library I picked up hot spot, book and 'Young Sheldon'.  I walked Sprouts $1.99 salad for dinner.  

watching LO Criminal Intent.  fascinating so much murder on TV.  psychic deaths.  

Monday, September 29, 2025

I let God 6:59 seniors

I filled gas $3.9399 Costco 95050 better price, access.  they open 5 sunny at 6 and $3.9999/gal.  

smooth.  I entered my sweeps, puzzled, soaked in jet massage, puzzled more, lunch with Fred, Walter, Toke.  she asked me mystery woman's name the one asked me Toke's name last week is Jen I asked her.  Toke doesn't know her either?  Toke said Jen sat at our table.  I don't know.  my favorite answer.  dysfunctional family triangulation.  'warning, danger Will Robinson.'  Robby the robot Lost in Space.