TV

OR NOT TV.

I LIKE RESTING IN THE QUIET.  I HAD MANY DREAMS OF COMMERCIALS.  PEOPLE ASKING FOR MONEY.  LAST COMMERCIAL I BELIEVED WAS WHEN I WAS 8 AND BEGGED MY MOM FOR SHREDDED WHEAT AND I HAD TO EAT THE ENTIRE BOX MYSELF.  AND I LEARNED IF IT WAS SOMETHING GOOD THEY'D TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME.  BUT IF IT WAS BAD THEY'D LORD IT OVER ME.. 

RECEPTION IS IFFY ON TV AND INTERNET.  I'VE BEEN TRYING TO PLAY SCRATCHES SINCE LAST NIGHT AND JUST DID ON COUCH. 

OH... MY FEELING OF DISCOMFORT TODAY JOSIE ROMERO B-DAY.  SHE WENT TO THE DARK SIDE.  SHE HAS LOTS OF COMPANY.  MOST PEOPLE CHOOSE COMPANY OVER COMFORT.  SAM ALMOST KILLED A YOUNG WOMAN TRYING TO IMPRESS HER BY DRIVING IN THE DARK NIGHT INTO A FLOODED RIVER TO HIS REMOTE CABIN.  THEY SPENT HOURS, WATER UP TO THEIR NECKS, PERCHED ON THE ROOF OF HIS TRUCK CALLING FOR HELP UNTIL ONCE IT GOT LIGHT SOMEONE SAW AND RESCUED THEM.  AND HE WAS BRAGGING ABOUT IT LIKE STUPIDITY WAS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT.  PIONEERS SET UP CAMP EVERY NIGHT TO AVOID DRIVING OFF CLIFFS IN THE DARK.  MARTINA 25 YEARS YOUNGER WAS STILL WITH HIM AND NO WISER.  ONE OF HIS MANY CONQUESTS. 

I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT SAM, DIETER, KLAUS, BOB DI.  TOO UNPLEASANT.  I RAN INTO THEM ONE TIME AND THEY WERE BRAGGING ABOUT PASSING AROUND SOME CATHY GIRL LIKE AN OLD COAT.   THEY SUPPOSEDLY ALL HAD SEX WITH HER USED HER AND PASSED HER ON.  LEARNED TO DISRESPECT AND DISCARD GIRLS FROM THEIR MOTHERS.

I KNEW SAM WAS A PLAYER RUNNING INTO HIM IN BLINKY'S BAR AND HE TRIED TO IMPRESS ME WITH HIS LOTTO WIN.  HE SAID HE WAS EMBARRASSED TO GO TO THE 20 YR HIGH SCHOOL REUNION SINCE HE DIDN'T HAVE A JOB.  SUCH A LIAR.  HE RENTED A SUITE FOR HIS FRIENDS AT THE HOTEL, INVITED ME BUT I DIDN'T HAVE 150 TO WASTE.  HE DIDN'T OFFER TO PAY FOR MY TICKET.   AND ALL HIS FRIENDS KNEW HE'D WON.  HE PRETENDED HE DIDN'T WANT TO SAY HOW MUCH BUT THEN BRAGGED ABOUT MEETING THE DALAI LAMA FOR A 25,000 TITHE.  SO $250,000 THEN HE ACCUSED HIS MOM OF TELLING ME.  TITHE=10%, DUH.  AMAZED 'GOOD' CATHOLIC BOY DIDN'T KNOW.  THEN I KNEW HE'D THROW ANYONE UNDER THE BUS EVEN HIS DOTING MOM THAN STAND UP LIKE A MAN.  HER PRAYERS FINANCED HIS LIFESTYLE KEPT HIM ALIVE.. 

ANOTHER TIME HE'S TELLING ME OF A NIGHTTIME (RED FLAG) BUS RIDE IN MEXICO.  TOURISTS ARE ADVISED TO ONLY TRAVEL DAYLIGHT HOURS BUT HE LOOKS INDIAN DESPITE KNOWING NO SPANISH THE BUS IS HIJACKED AT RIFLE POINT.  THEY GO DOWN THE CENTER AISLE COLLECTING VALUABLES HE HIDES $300 IN HIS SOCK.  THEN THEY START PULLING PEOPLE OFF TO SEARCH ONE BY ONE.  BEATING THE HOLD OUTS.  AS THE BANDITS APPROACH HIS SEAT THE FEDERALES SHOW UP FOR A GUN FIGHT.  HE DOESN'T SEE HIS DANGEROUS CHOICES.  HE THINKS HE'S LUCKY.  I THINK HE HAD A DEATH WISH.

TOM=SAM.