Brilliant Happy Thursday to me!

first hour sorting fruit and washing car windows.  I feel so much better.  

Walter refuses to process vomiting his stress and anxiety over all.  I continually stop him.  he's not practicing for himself.  I have to run away or he'll never learn.  

I soaked, stretched early.  gave Cody treats and fruit.  lunch OK.  Nah Young lost Walter's lunch.  I suggested he get lettuce from Joanne for his chickens he'd rather complain.  he went on and on all week.  he refuses to process his PTSD.  he avoids and distracts maintaining the status quo.  I have to run away for him to learn to control his thoughts.  I can't do it only he can heal himself.  I sent him home.  

weird energy 20% chance

happy anniversary me

finished 480 puzzle 11 X 13.    

great sadness

I dreamed of feeling wanted.  all the shows I watch are about inclusion.  

Leta's inclusion is the love I lost at 4 yrs old when we left Hawaii.  

my family always left me out.  they made me the scapegoat.  I was blamed for everything they didn't like.  I wasn't liked.  

talked w/Walter about us.  he still doesn't get that we're the same.  he just doesn't listen.  he got me extra lunch.  he stayed to talk we ate at 3. 

I finally understand playing Louise is ALL I need to do.  I improve the world by playing Louise.  I raise the planet vibration.  Everything is alright.  

moving up in the world-wheel  

high humidity 77%

 cheers word day

indulging myself bonus puzzle.  

I played all day.  took fruit to Toki.  couldn't find my keys , back to seniors I found them fell next to driver seat.   scared myself.  

I puzzled 'til 6 decided I wanted to shop Raley's Nob Hill.  clearance soup, cor cakes, sale blueberry almonds 2/$7, Gorton's frozen fish 8/$5 Monday I cooked all using sandwich microwave crispers.  2:30 minutes crispy and crunchy.  

home 7:30.  

day of miracles-Leta pancake b'fast St Justin-returned hot spot city-116/52

8 am #4 parking at 24 hour.  tub and pool half hour.  best shower coming and going.  St Just last shady parking.  Woo Hoo!!  I ate a banana b4 and after workout.

Oh, so good.  6 pancakes butter 4 links and pineapples, strawberries, honeydew.  orange juice.  

Leta such a lovely maniac.  and a lovely family.  Walter, Beverly, son Oliver.  she kept handing me bottles of water making me laugh.  insisted on getting her own coffee.  

library 90 degrees at 4.  I was going home to watch Fantasy Island but I hadn't planned on 90.  projected 84.  80 at 1 pm.  

mojo chicken and gummies b'fast-Sunny hot spot due 9/12

I remembered to ask myself what I need to be happy.  Supplements for the week I decided I wanted Glucosamine and A Reds.  

I decided on CVS at 9 am to use $10 coupons expiring today.  10 St Justin lunch then Sunny Dollar tree for AA batteries parking space front door (never happened before).  11 am Sunny library my favorite shady spot in back.  

Sunny hot spot charger plugs into chrome book USB.  

11 hour Louise Hay recordings.  

PG Wodehouse story Sea of Troubles contemplates suicide.  I'm reading online Gutenberg.org.  Dad's death 9/5 coming up.  

5 pm I finished 2 puzzles.  I suddenly decided to go to Dollar tree for frozen dinner and ice cream.  Woo Hoo!!  

seniors hot shower-Leta b'fast 10 St Justin tomorrow

Happiness is the little things.  I enjoyed the puzzle.  

Toki came to lunch.  Walter was visibly relieved.  he got me extra chicken.  

I stayed and played on the puzzle.  3:15 Omeed reminded me the center closed at 3.  I went to college Safeway for 2 $5 Hormel beef.  I walked the store, no donuts I wanted.  

home 4 pm I froze them and ate a pint of macadamia rocky road ice cream.  

happy baby.