open to life-92/65 & 66/52-Beverly & Walter & Leta

woke at 6.  leftovers for b'fast.  calm, calm, calm.  no mom, Aiko, dad, Mit to hit me.  I give them to God.

I can rest and relax enjoying my life with peace and calm.  

6 new movies Cody mobile.  

I sat at table 7 for a change.  Gloria and Fred stayed at the back table.  Walter came and sat w/me.  Gil at the next table chased him away.  Walter couldn't keep himself from looking at Gil.  

And I saw Walter, Leta upstairs nurses office.  

Gloria came to talk.  I explained about Walter.  she walked to the mission library brought me weekly ads and BK coupons.  so hot out.  

wheel-synchronizing our watches

words-gone fishin'

Recycle Inge $3.52 w/mine no one there-68/52 Sunny 94/65

I made $1.20 after the cost of gas.  soaked and stretched an hour in both pools.

lunch ok.  Walter is still at odds taking extra and complaining.  I'm loving the distance.  Letting go is delightful.  if he's trying to dis me too bad.  

Fred is back already.  4 days he missed us.  he said a week and half.  I didn't ask.  

wheel bonus-taking flight

words-in the garden

space bar is finally working.  

I LOVE PLAYING-93/65-70/52

I NOW LOVE LIFE!!  

Walter has made me the enemy.  and I don't care.  he's chosen to construct a contentious relationship.  oh,well.  

I got an extra lunch sitting up front.  he got one also.  my shadow.  

I finished the 1000 travel poster puzzle and Gail gave me 2 fun puzzles.  

wheel word-the piano

bonus-my bags are packed

Monday seniors-city wifi 71/52

for sure.  1 week Sunny hot spot stopped.  so back to city wifi.  

wheel bonus-former olympian

 words w/ friends - graduation day.

oh, what to want-Dollars ($) movie 1971-chrome froze

following spirit.  I'm resting watching TV.  Warren Beatty, Goldie Hawn.  they work so hard at stealing money I'm feeling exhausted.  

I'm remembering to wipe off after picking up fruit, going outside.  warnings on air quality.  I'm hoping my allergies are part of toxin clearing from smoking.  I never had allergies 'til I lived on my own and started smoking.  my body missed the nicotine I was born with dad's chain smoking.  

I'm missing it now.  

I managed to retrieve pages.  

Talk like a Pirate Day-Art and Wine

I was unsure what I wanted to do.  I waited 'til spirit led me.  24 hour #1 parking 8 am.  

I showered then sat waiting for further direction.  9:30 drove to St Justin blocked off for Art Wine parking.  I checked lunch pick up still happening.  then to decide park and pick up or pick up and park.  under library late opening 9:50.  one car stuck at bottom until gate unlocked.  so now I know no timer, someone late.  or passive aggressive.  

last year I avoided it entirely I think I went to Sunnyvale.  tomorrow special hours open 10-5.  hmmm...

lunch bag only one ham cheese sandwich.  no weekend bags.  I ate everything.  i stayed 'til 5.  I was feeling tired.  I remembered I had salad mix and lemon pepper tuna at home.  

Nat'l cheeseburger day

a bright spot in an insane world of fires and floods about no one seems very concerned.  it's only getting worse and those impacted seem oblivious.  

Fred was happy handing out wrapped Grandma's cookies.  Melvin gave him big box of tea, Toki chips, little Gloria snacks. I gave him giraffe card and $5 for a toy from all of us.````

I went to Cup library after a contentious conversation w/Walter.  he thinks Fred and Toki's politeness means he's not disrespecting us by droning on and on his past of which we're too too familiar.  so insecure.  

I thought I was buying 2 salmon cesar salad when it was seafood.  eh, I was hungry from a tiny lunch.  low blood sugar to the brain.  my 3 pm snack.  half off $5.99 ea.  and pure sugar cafe strawberry cake quarter $2.99.  Lawrence super Safeway.  

had to sit cafe area.  copy room occupied.  

Sammie happy his wife back from China.