started raining 7 am- 38/59-PAID CITI

 after I got out of car waiting to open.  

Citibank has wi-fi.  

I decided to go when ready-38/59

I've always set a time, not today.  I was ready and came.  did one water fill up for home.  

just me and Walter for lunch.  no buffers.  

my favorite dance-abundance.  I'm requesting 'Ghosts' from county.  

so far OK 41/59 city 33/37

I finished Goldilocks puzzle.  Hyperfocus.  my back & hips hurt.  ignore pain.  my ADD may be a reaction to family abuse neglect.  

chrome stayed at 99% all night finally 100.  I'm distracting myself.  

maybe I'm not ADD.  maybe a coping device to ignore emotional pain.  being ignored or misunderstood can cause emotional pain especially in autism w/o words.  

I'm loving the protein drink.  made some home and drank it here.

ST JUSTIN rummage Saturday April 18 8/1.  I asked Jane made a big deal telling me so arrogant told me she knows everything stick with her.  not worth it.  she said 15th.  

First Baptist Church Friday 24/Sat 25 9/5.  

I'm improving no update revert to draft and republish-43/59 & 36/37

extra chicken wrap a whole whole grain tortilla so much better than hot lunch.  and a protein bar at 3.  lunch with my chosen family Fred, Toki, Walter.  food eh company excellent.  deli meat stew, peas, mushy carrots cauliflower I tossed.  practically no noodles.  

I'm hanging out at seniors.  I pondered Tuesday senior Savers.  

Caleb gave me extra fold up dolly I have bungees and cording.  better quality than mine.  

I went to BK $5 Whopper Jr. tiny bourbon burger good to OK.  I added Vicky avocado.  I cooked onion from chicken wrap for b'fast eggs.  lots of chicken.  

back to the grind 49/59-36/37 Bartolo yard just as I left-day #14 no hot

polishing me shiny.  I found all my books.  WHEW!!  I looked in the front seat countless times and TA DA!!  

I dreamed I lost bags and my things.  it was just stuff.  my sisters/thieves. 

Vicky offered me preferred avocados I took 4 she gave Inge bag of 10.  HUH!  

I stayed at seniors puzzling Goldilocks 3 bears 'til 6 after wheel entry.  went to SC BK couldn't find my wallet.  went home looked, called CVS OTC cancelled getting new card.  then called Discover Diamond to freeze my account no new action since Saturday Grocery O purchase.  so definitely misplaced.

then looked in Sat grocery bag TA DA!! found wallet!  I have to stop scaring myself.  I called Discover robot easily unfroze my account 2 questions.  

I made strawberry salad w/can chicken delicious.  I still want BK.  tomorrow.

3 hours of hula -37/37-53/59-MAILED LIFE

I remembered X probably had stop over from VN.  so many loving memories of my relatives.   funny how the memories and feeling of love came back watching and listening to Hawaiian Rainbow & Kumu Hula.  and X hated the thought of Hawaii.  must have had a bad experience stop over from Viet Nam.  

I soaked and stretched at seniors.  finished Seascape puzzle.  no St Justine I stopped Safeway 2 corn dogs, $2.49 pastry pork Pie, $1.98+CRV 4 butterscotch cream soda so good.  all on gift card.  

my life was such hell and Heavenly now.  

so much enthusiasm-57/59 city 41/37-PAID BARTOLO all dressed up just getting home

I couldn't find Costco bill.  using receipts $75 by next Fri.  seniors early for bird food and 2 lavender volunteers.  center closed tomorrow Sunny open.

I called and talked to Debbie, 14 already on wait list.  Bridget gave me homemade raita for lunch.   I am blessed.  

no Cody today Earth day at Triton.  maybe Savers.  I'm enjoying snacks at central.  Paula gave me half an apple pie and baklava.  Cindy had more GS rocky road cookies.  I'm enjoying treating my inner child.  

AND I HAVE TOMORROW FREE.  

Tommy Walker Meyer and Sophia both autistic.  never eye contact.  they appreciated I didn't care.