Progress

best day yet 88 degrees

 4:30 starting to cool 86.

I wore my new denim dress.  used new 100% cotton beach tie dye towel.  

Matilda gets adopted 1996 movie

not me.  

I soaked and stretched.  lunch with Fred, Toki, Walter.  Salome sat at the end.  she wanted Walter to do something he declined so she's resentful.  

lunch was HORRIBLE fatty tough corned beef.  I'm delightfully spoiled by St Justin.  TYGJ.  

I relaxed, puzzled, left library 6:30, walked  senior Savers 2 new towels, denim dress $15.  

WOO!! home 8 pm.

the psychology behind buying

secretsofpropaganda.com highjacked Louise Hay

Dan Kennedy marketing mesmerism.  Russell Brunson new Tony Robbins.

I feel exfoliated

I'm playing.  I soaked and stretched.  lunch was Fred and Walter.  I forgot I had corned beef at home so I gave Ruben the dinner and Elizabeth the chicken covered in red bell pepper.  

I returned Maria Twitty's call.  an hour of rambling scripture I already knew.  she's still grieving her divorce making excuses for him.  

I left library 5:30.

My Dreams of You 2024

soothing.  I'm feeling shaky.  when life feels great I'm afraid my family will stomp on me.  a lifetime of abuse takes practice to erase.  I'm doing it evidenced by my fun times.  

apple pie and ham and cheese.  my stomach is queasy from the dairy.  the cottage cheese was worth it.  

I'm re configuring my life.  I found 3 squeeze flashlights and I'm giving the one with tags to Leta with the valentines swirly straw cup and stretchy turtle hematite bracelet.  I decided to store my dinosaur and Disney back packs.  'fun fun silly willy' Pinky.  

Leta went to her Anthony's b'day party and I won bingo twice.  Marie invited me to sit with the senior center.  Jane and Ed were their argumentative selves.  they insisted on more cards than they could handle and complained throughout.  Ed insisted he wasn't stupid when he complained and demonstrated his stupidity to the room.  

I went to Central to puzzle and fill the 4 water bottles I used to rinse my car.  very satisfying day.  

BLISS-PI Day 3.14152-TOMORROW ST JUST BINGO 1:30

affirmations set my course for my miracles.  1976 I started affirmations Sondra Ray "I deserve Love" 1986 'Course in Miracles' in Gilroy.

"My Dreams of You" Hallmark movie moved me.  sounds unbelievable I know.  I actually liked it.  

I soaked and stretched observing Dave and the model.  he's used to being adored and always faces his audience like a sunflower following the sun.  heliocentric.  

I'm eating and playing and having my happy childhood.  Sprouts had double crust apple pie for $3.14 Pi Day.

more good days.