I bought half off Panera salad from yesterday/one roll. not good. cookie too sweet, salad too sour. hot pickled? peppers. $4. I can't imagine people paid $8.
I swam half hour. I remembered no St Just Memorial holiday. Sprouts I used gift card $29.97 clearance bone broth and mini turkey sticks. I've been wanting bone broth. Norwegian 4/$3 packets 13 g protein.
and I'm playing. not as many vendors so I was done in an hour. I stayed another hour with Walter. he brought his car tool my engine is clean for smog check. I'm feeling great. the extra walking. we caught up w/Toki and walked another hour. I got everything I wanted.
2:30 home I ate Sunshine's cake and napped. rest and relaxation.
I'm feeling happy only slightly tinged w/anxiety fear of losing my peace.
salad with chicken lunch BBQ skin and coleslaw. so yummy.
played w/my new toys.
WAH!! feeling goofy. I wore my sparkling gold antler headband. after a lifetime of responsibilities it feels good to let go.
my body is falling apart and life is OK.
I'm still wondering why I've crossed paths w/Chris Burgos 5 times now. last week I rode down the elevator w/SCPD.
tub was broken I swam warm pool and didn't care. lunch Trudy brought cake brownies and Sunshine gave me left over choc and Boston cake. Score Sugar Rush. I almost forgot Krab salad and bought corn dogs.
Tomorrow, tomorrow.
I love playing with my toys. my sugar spoons, pickle forks, gold antlers such fun. More please.
my difficulty in healing is lying to myself. and the truth has released the constriction in my stomach. I can relax. I feel so much lighter.
I wonder if that's what overweight is? lies weighing us down?
I got gas checking prices due to go up with the holiday coming. $5.60/gal.
I got that something to do feeling and found store ads. always something I want.
I walked Savers and found 12 purple hankies $6, tiny silver 6 pickle forks and 5 sugar spoons $7, gold rhinestone reindeer head band $5. then salad and Krab w/potato pickle juice.
you can't outrun yourself. drugs and alcohol, any of the -holics only compound the interest.
since we're chemical factories, running only increases the chemical memory imprint adding another layer to erase and print over.
my right shoulder blade like a knife. stabbed in the back. I did Dr Hume arm exercises. she's back at work. I looked online. it might be my neck too. my shoulder hurts sharply I can't feel anything else. that's the way pain works. I can only notice what hurts the worst.
unlike before I'm enjoying myself. time is finally moving. I don't feel stuck. I decided no Sunny book sale. nothing I need.
