doing the best I can

Sunnyvale library open.  considered and discounted sewing lab.  I don't feel like working.  

24 at 9 am #1 parking spot.  maybe it's the time walking not the distance.  I love the unlimited hot water.

enough time for B King.  compared to Jack Box $1.50 for 2 med fries.  

I brought lemon pepper tuna just in case.  

people litter frustrated.  they're trying to express their hurt trying to project the hurt.  took 4 minutes for signal to left turn.  

Sunny water weird.  I used back fountain.  

11 am city is 86 o and Sunny 82.

5:40 finished 750 sewing 7 cats puzzle.  

allergy plant and vitamin C-PAID CITIBANK

I'm feeling much better.  the 11 hour Louise states I'm positive.  I was born positive and they hated me for my positive attitude.  

24 hour unlimited hot water is delightful.  3 days sans brace.  

I decided to pay gasoline.  I'll fill up tomorrow maybe.  still $5.29/gal.  Banh mi OK not as good.  regular bread no cilantro.  I enjoyed cucumber salad.  Walter got one also.  coleslaw eh.  dinner is covered.

I drove around to Toki's car and loaded all the fruit since there is no seniors this week.  

The central elevator is broken so Martha security asked permission to take me on staff elevator.  she looks like she lost at least 10-15 lbs.  

I bought Beatles REVOLVER $2.  

wheel --fuji apple

summer cold-Toki Arare

aaugh!!  took a 24 hr antihistamine not very good.  I'm OK.  I have vit C, allergy plant Tylophora indica.  resting, watching Love Boat.  sneezing.  sore nose.  

Toki left me Arare and my fruit box.  I caught an allergy cold.  the fuzzy plants blowing around.  I went out to pick up fruit and my sinuses are blocked.  eating allergy leaves really help.  

wheel-wearing-beige wool coat.  bonus puzzle page messed up.  

feeling the past-healing the past-I'm free!

preparing for the future.  senior center closed next week I'm free!

1 egg avocado omelet w/hi bread slice.  I set the bread aside and lost track of it.  I got more bread and recreated my steps.  and found it.  

I ate candy yesterday and I'm stuffy.  post nasal drip.  bag of chips.  

I'm watching Biography- Cat Stevens, Dolly Parton.  

I made mac & cheese, more comfort food.  

funny how the mind forgets and the body remembers dad-Melvin chips

it's been 27 years.  maybe by 30 the body adjusts.  my body is reliving dad's miserable death because of my sisters.  they tortured dad, mom and me the last month of his life.  he was in excruciating pain keeping mom and me in agony with his crying and pleading.  

listening to 432 Hz Alpha waves.  quite nice.  you tube plays whatever.  it's working.

3 pm Melvin brought me 2 bags of low salt chips.  MIRACLE.  he went to seniors gym this morning missed me.  so I told him about dad's death day. 

I'm no longer alone.  

Friday! Tyler from senior gym visit

working retail I always worked weekends.  since the family conditioned me to serve 24/7 I never thought about it.  NOW I have weekends.  

Gohan has been working for the city, well, playing since he was 16.  Gail got him an 'internship'.  they get paid to put on celebrations, festivals.  PAID TO PARTY.

Like my life with Eric Karaoke Kids.  Paid to party.  Hard physical work lugging 500 lb equipment box.

I Thank Louise for my improved Life.  I toil not, neither do I spin.  

MeMe came to visit.  she's still working early at Nob too.  city after 1:30.  

Wheel still messed up.  food and drink Thursday bonus-QUICK BITES answer today.

so far so good

I started and finished 500 piece Garden Path puzzle.  hurray! me!  

lunch was not good.  I decided I wanted chicken cream wild rice adding extra can chicken, celery and avocado.  I gave away 2 boxes of fruit.  

Cody bookmobile didn't show.  I gave fruit to Susan.  

Wheel conundrum Show FAMILIAR VOICE-thing, but bonus page has food and drink, 2 words start Q 5 letters, 5 letters end S.