dreamed of drama phone call from Mit

so depressing.  my pain over everything.  I divorced X because I knew he'd die like his dad.  I couldn't stay around.  I wouldn't torture myself. 

the court and scam elder abuse is pain from my sisters embezzling mom's estate, threats of eviction, physical violence.  I didn't want them prosecuted.  I didn't want them in jail.  I had to retain Susan M Kanclier $5K.  worth every penny.  

mitzi's boys came to me for college money when the sisters had all the estate cash.  ludicrous.  I worked part time school part time took me 6 1/2 years they made fun saying I'd never graduate after X quit working.  well, I did graduate.  the only one.  never even a card or phone congratulations no acknowledgement whatsoever.   

I could be angry but too ludicrous.  a waste of time and energy.  

Karen Kuek is bringing all the pain back.  all the humiliation and abuse.  listening to Louise my wounded child is healing.  "my heart is unfurling".  my stomach is relaxing.  

I returned Alice and picked up Cup Ghosts BBC original series.  I'd seen info online.  then I remembered and checked Target elastic found at Michael's $6, Ross no windshield cover, Safeway frozen crispy chicken $7 got cash back.  all in 2 hours.  

TYGJ-999,699,886 tokens--->1,000,059,886

I'm tired of being the strong one.  the chrome crashed.  restore. 

my baby emotions are rising to the surface.  I must be safe.  otherwise it would stay safely stuffed down.

chrome 57% charge from internet connection.  I had Louise playing.  

checking accident report wae so wrong.  Kuek, Lai, O'brien.  3 against me and Burgos faulty description.  

I'm so glad I won't live forever and have to put up with the nonsense.  

WOW!  I googled me Rev and found X's obit, Hans's second wife Marjet, Albert Bernardine's second husband, Mary Martinez not Martha.  I'm reeling amazed.  

listening to Louise "if you're tired of Being Strong"  yes yes absolutely since 8 years old everything is my responsibility.  

I checked book sale none at Sunny this month.  

I don't know how Hot ready @ central-999,169,886 tokens 9:30 pm

yesterday still 26/37 and today ready?  returned Sunny on March 22.    TYGJ.  131 waiting.  

we are only limited by their minds.  997,934,886 tokens 8 am.  

I called Stephen left voice mail re Alicia sending e mail r/t fax.  I hope he's healthy he sounded froggy.

what did people do before electronics.  everyone on their devices.

Walter is afraid he can't change.  impossible to be more powerful than God.  

I have to remember my wonderful future.  

I decided on spam sushi for dinner and $5 cake for dessert.  Safeway gift card.  

Back to business-I'm feeling wordless pain

infant pain I'm healing.  hurt inflicted before I had language.  

I called Stephen Kohlwaies @ 8 am.  still no professional courtesy of a reply from brentwood law wanted fax from CSAA office.  I remembered America's Tires on the way, they filled tires.  Alicia Cortes @ SJ recommended e mail for more direct delivery.  

Safeway clearance peanut MMs, stevia $4, 4 2/$ chips.  Savers b suit 3 pr pants 50% orange, grey tag pkg new elastic rolls 1 black 1 white $6.  Grocery O fish, peas, salad.

SCORE!!

Both Glorias encouraged county SCAM & FRAUD ALERT 1-2 pm Gabriel will be at May 8th Wellness Fair.  

Happy Tax Day-PAID PHONE ONLINE-28/58 or 26/37

my feet are vibrating.  I wore shoes so cold this morning.  I left S K a detailed v mail.  I hope he's connecting w/them.  brentwood lawyers trying to intimidate me.

I need a break.   I forgot to lock clothes and left shampoo in shower and God took care, OK.

PCH is changing policy today.  now must be a paying member.  997,654,886 tokens $20 minimum to enter give away.  

1 pm PCH is back.  

I renewed chrome.  I'm feeling exhausted.  lunch w/Trudy, Kenny, Fred, Toki, Walter.  Ruben goody bag chips great help.  

fed birds, general sort trunk -29/58 Sunny-city 28/37

city glitch online I drove and walked around.  WOW!  I'm so much better than 2001.  5 pm works fine.  6 pm went to Jack Box 4 tacos.  

Karen Kuek hired Brentwood LA to sue me.  I called Stephen Kohlwaies already gone home Jason Soriano very helpful.  I left voicemail and detailed information on pages.  S Kohlwaies adjuster had requested but no action from Ryan@brentwoodlaw.  SHAKEDOWN!!  

I called Silent Unity.  

I'm remembering-31/58 & 29/37

my shake.  etc.  I don't need distractions to avoid pain.  

my denim strap dress fits perfectly.