I called customer service robot transferred me to Alliance One Eliuska Miller in India. noisy background probably phone center. EH.
Target 800-659-2396 Alliance 866-395-7475. I was in tub 2 hours and remembered thinking it was Nov 1 overdue $1.
Diane 1st Presby returned my RSVP to Thanksgiving Dinner 11:45-2.
Savers senior day white nightie $2.09, Braun wand blender $7.69, pineapple 2 X shirt $3.49+ tax=$14.56. Grocery Outlet bacon fried rice Yippee $5.99, steak cheddar sandwich $2.49= $8.48.
people are very noisy must be north wind. coming up to DST Nov. 1.
I soaked and stretched b4 and after lunch Toki, little Gloria, Fred w/flu, Walter got me extra meal and I got twice the portion of tiny lunch.
I started taking magnesium in the morning and I feel happier. America is depleted due to agribusiness. so the 8 years bed ridden no D3 and I'm healing.
I'm relaxing. it's so hard with PTSD. since my 4 year old self was disappointed coming from love and warmth to unfathomable cold persecution. we landed at SF airport at night on the beautiful fairy lights of the runway to the beginning of my cold nightmare of a childhood. OMG.
the fear and confusion is leaving releasing memories. rising like steam. I'm breathing through it. I've learned the tools to build a new life. I'm calming myself using breath work to survive and thrive.
my gut is physically vibrating. I'm allowing healing.
Halloween at the park today. Gail and Gohan, Anthony, Jason.
done 9:30 on to St Justin lunch pick up. then the library second floor new 2018 quarter on copy room floor. hey thanks Eric! bought 2008 Corolla.
I watched the kids train and lots of booths from the library second floor. safe and sane trick or treat. treats. and I'm reading Wodehouse and McCall Smith The Big Cats Dance Party. appropriate for October.
I almost fell and caught myself and I'm OK.
I need more exercise. I want fun exercise.
I'm puzzling w/o a method. just haphazard like most people. no plan. no organization. like the monkey typing Shakespeare. LOL. like EX 2. like EX 1 a mini ego rush. that's why they do it.
Cup library after 3 pm puzzle. I walked Savers an hour then Grocery Outlet frozen lasagna 2 rice crackers.
I watched jeopardy and wheel, Dateline such evil people in the world. killing spouses for money. a family tradition. Lori, Chad, Melanie and her uncle Alex. so many they killed. men, women, children. w/o compunction.
20 minutes to figure it out. I'm still PTSD freaking out. phone less than 50% charge. message from Monday missing before.
I have no desire to puzzle. NEW ME. imagine that.
I want, I don't know what. I'm shunning EX 2. he's at the puzzle table I don't care. he's gone after lunch. lots of extra chicken corn black beans. Fred, Toki, both Glorias, Walter.
I want almond joy ice cream.
I walked Savers 2 hours rewarded myself almond joy ice cream full of almonds, 2 rice crackers, and cran passion juice. I've never ever before treated myself to ice cream 2 days in a row.
Savers silver tag Carrie Fisher/Debbie Reynolds movie half off and 4 steel chop stick sets.
I could feel it. I found phone #2. I had no idea where it was.
lunch of chili, cornbread, carrots, horrible broccoli stems. I planned on Grocery Outlet steak cheese sandwih dinner. and almond joy ice cream dessert. YUM!
walked Savers 2 hours 4 movies silver tags $12+tax. remembered to eat beets put raw in car trunk.
I'm trying to stay awake for the Dolly Parton tribute at 9. I watched first hour.
