Monday, September 21, 2026

Sunday, September 20, 2026

oh, what to want-Dollars ($) movie 1971-chrome froze

following spirit.  I'm resting watching TV.  Warren Beatty, Goldie Hawn.  they work so hard at stealing money I'm feeling exhausted.  

I'm remembering to wipe off after picking up fruit, going outside.  warnings on air quality.  I'm hoping my allergies are part of toxin clearing from smoking.  I never had allergies 'til I lived on my own and started smoking.  my body missed the nicotine I was born with dad's chain smoking.  

I'm missing it now.  

I managed to retrieve pages.  

Saturday, September 19, 2026

Talk like a Pirate Day-Art and Wine

I was unsure what I wanted to do.  I waited 'til spirit led me.  24 hour #1 parking 8 am.  

I showered then sat waiting for further direction.  9:30 drove to St Justin blocked off for Art Wine parking.  I checked lunch pick up still happening.  then to decide park and pick up or pick up and park.  under library late opening 9:50.  one car stuck at bottom until gate unlocked.  so now I know no timer, someone late.  or passive aggressive.  

last year I avoided it entirely I think I went to Sunnyvale.  tomorrow special hours open 10-5.  hmmm...

lunch bag only one ham cheese sandwich.  no weekend bags.  I ate everything.  i stayed 'til 5.  I was feeling tired.  I remembered I had salad mix and lemon pepper tuna at home.  

Friday, September 18, 2026

Nat'l cheeseburger day

a bright spot in an insane world of fires and floods about no one seems very concerned.  it's only getting worse and those impacted seem oblivious.  

Fred was happy handing out wrapped Grandma's cookies.  Melvin gave him big box of tea, Toki chips, little Gloria snacks. I gave him giraffe card and $5 for a toy from all of us.````

I went to Cup library after a contentious conversation w/Walter.  he thinks Fred and Toki's politeness means he's not disrespecting us by droning on and on his past of which we're too too familiar.  so insecure.  

I thought I was buying 2 salmon cesar salad when it was seafood.  eh, I was hungry from a tiny lunch.  low blood sugar to the brain.  my 3 pm snack.  half off $5.99 ea.  and pure sugar cafe strawberry cake quarter $2.99.  Lawrence super Safeway.  

had to sit cafe area.  copy room occupied.  

Sammie happy his wife back from China.  

Thursday, September 17, 2026

b'fast Vienna sausage

swam and soaked.  stretched.  lunch w/Toki and Walter.  NOT letting him dump on me.  I got myself 2 noodles.  Elizabeth picked the giraffe card.  Toki didn't want to choose signing on a giraffe.    

I finished 500 piece Grogu Mandalorian puzzle.  so fun.  

I feel like a queen  Fred and Debi brought me PB cookies.  I ate 2.

home at 4 pm.  The air is so bad I'm wheezing.  

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

no rushing -PAID PGE

I took my leftover chicken noodle and ate at seniors.  lovely calm quiet b'fast.  I took EVOO and brushed my teeth.  I have other jars to keep home.  

Fred wanted help handing out his b'day cookies Friday.  I mistakenly thought Walter would want to support Fred.  no way.  Walter started making excuses, no is sufficient.  

after lunch w/Fred, Toki, Walter I decided to pay PGE at Walmart.  in my car I looked through all my papers and found 1 b'day card w/giraffes.  

2 pm I stopped to pick up Lucky's weekly ad, found clearance 4 boxes Hostess chocolate cupcakes $1 ea, 2 drinks $1 ea, $3 peanut chocolate spread.  

I walked around Walmart and found a clearance Cobb salad for dinner $2.08, a third off.  I drove back to the seniors considering a second swim.  not today.   

home I finally remembered to look and found frog "Hoppy Birthday" card. 

Tuesday, September 15, 2026

seniors

I brought my fish b'fast.  lost track of EVOO and supplements.  I wasn't hungry because of allergies.  and I have chick cracklings.  
I ate the fish and potato I forgot I cooked.  
lunch Fred 

home 6:30 I left supps home.  took them w/beets.  I ate the cracklings for dinner.