Saturday, June 20, 2026

self care @ 24 hour-OMG HEAVEN!!

 huh, I can come here twice if I want.  miss Vicky Jesus sister said she has one pass w/Kaiser.  Toki could get it.  

ooh, Cup lib 9 am using city guest.  the auto return not online.  I have shade parking, listening to Louise.  HEAVEN!  

Asian man just gave me new 17.6 raw Manuka honey APR 2030 no refrigerate.  

and now to read Marla Gibbs.  more Heaven.  

Friday, June 19, 2026

Happy Juneteenth!

I love parties.  I'm feeling stunned.  lots of cheesecake dessert.  lunch was sandwiches.  Ruben gave me 2 St Justin ham cheese.  lots of left over bean corn cilantro tomato, carrot, coleslaw salad.  Fred, Walter, Toki hurray!

biked before and after.  still very stiff stretching.  

I checked college Safeway Jack Daniel's pulled pork for $5.  good walk.  

home 2:30.

Thursday, June 18, 2026

like it's my b'day-25/66

warning lucid dream:  my home is almost done being remodeled and older and young man come around for pick up contractor jobs.  actually scam  predators seeking prey.  don't allow in.  

I enjoy resting and relaxing reading.  I soaked and stretched my half hour then biked half and half.  I was so excited.  I reminded Fred gave me cd player Walter belt and Toki all this week.  Walter not too frantic.  

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

mailed questionnaire 6:43 am Franklin PO-31/66-Barbara O 1 pm

I've tried so hard to forget I forgot to list my injuries.  

today I almost forgot my 1 pm phone meeting w/Barbara O.  suddenly at 12:50 it popped into my head and I hustled to retrieve my chrome bag/phone from the locker room and questionnaire bag from the car.  she was wonderful explaining the process could take a year.  

poor Eric Togami.  he had to go through his dad's death twice.  trial 1998 and appeal 2003.  

I biked half and half.  Toki came in 2:30.  hope everything is going well.

WOW! Panera automatically connected me.  AND I redeemed $5, $10.85.  and I'm resting after my harrowing ordeal.  

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Costco back to $5.20-38/66

OK.  I think.  so far.  Louise "blessings are mine".  

AAAAAAUUGGHH!!!!!  the phone records are 2025 not 2024.  I called Danielle after EricTasha @ Consumer Cellular gave me the phone number for security.  James will resend.  I already paid $4.  

Ruben gave me St Justin lunch sans cookies.  I gave sandwiches to Paul.  I got extra lunch and Walter's donation.  I forgot.  

I was so upset I biked half and half hour trying not to overdo.  get that cortisol out.  

Monday, June 15, 2026

gas still high-39/66

I considered fill up.  tomorrow better.  I'm SO STRESSED!!  just thinking of the questionnaire makes me tense PTSD Eric tragedy, my folks, sisters.  everything I've avoided to survive.  

it's like a horrible movie monster that won't die.  forty years of HELL!!

Saturday, June 13, 2026

fitness 24-63 o's humid 77%-48/66

sweaty.  I showered leisurely and biking the ex-husband's cheater energy.  TV talking about the cost of college my anger he quit his job without telling me and I had to support us.  9 mph anger up to 11.07.  he kept pleading and crying.  the liar.  just like Aiko bragged.  and I gave in believing his lies.  I'd been lied to my entire life.  i'm changing my chemistry.  

And that's all changed.  I've changed.  I let go.  

St Justin lunch Ruben gave me cookies, chips, yogurt.  my neglected childhood now is being balanced by the universe taking care of me.  I completed Disney SOUL puzzle 300 pc.  

HEAVEN...