I didn't misplace Life ins bill-election day

 it was in yesterday's mail.  

I soaked stretched an hour after puzzling an hour.  

lunch Fred, Toki, Walter, little Gloria.  

I puzzled after EX 2 showed up I ignored him.  home 6 pm.  

lovely cool overcast day

gaining an hour is good.  I put out garbage and recycle.  

I soaked stretched 2 hours.  I may return reopens at 4 pm.

I forgot phone charge zero.  I charged both batteries and switched them.  

lunch turmeric tilapia.  Reeses Halloween dessert.  Fred, Walter 5 minutes early.  

Mailman in parking lot accepted my vote and life insurance saved me drive.

I've misplaced hot spot plastic bag.  due Fri 11/6.  

EX2 at puzzle table.  computer room empty YAY!!

I biked 48 minutes when I got sleepy.  

nob hill 3 frozen dinners $7.50, Halloween plastic skull $2.50, nuts $4.50.  

found plastic bag and hot spot instructions.

woke 3 am DST raining-Betty Todd (Dave) moved car blocking my driveway ALL week

feeling not good but OK.  bed at 7 helps.  set bedroom clocks.  made noodles 2 eggs b'fast at 6.  

Louise gives me hope and strength.  w/o her example I couldn't go on.  

I'm watching "Reba".  a messy more stable family.  Jacque secretary tried to befriend me like BJ.  GUILT.  I AM A THRIVER.  only took till season 5 to figure it out.  depression.

I had to lean on their doorbell to get them out of the back yard just as Amazon delivered a package.  they know better don't DO better.

coming from a family tradition of suicidal alcoholics depression was a constant.  2001 anti-depressants over mom's dying and my sisters' threats of violent eviction made me more suicidal.  

I deserve Love, support, goodness.  I deserve My ideal life.  Everyone does.  such a foreign concept. 

Happy Halloween World-COSTCO gas

I pondered gas fill up.  I know it will go up after the election Tuesday.  $5.40/gal when the web says .35.   

seniors tub great 9:30.  St Justin just Sandy spare lunch no water or weekend bag.  

an hour 12-1 for a 200 piece planets satellites puzzle 10 X 20.  feeling exhausted and sleepy I decided to go home.  

stopped at Jack in the Box for triple Krusty burger limited time and free small fries coupon.  

slept 3-5 feeling better.  

Angelique then Wermaryl TransAmerica Life-PAID CITY

36 minutes 800-851-9777.  ext: 4820982.  getting through the robot is tough.  I'm getting paperwork 5-10 business days re surrender value and taxes.  

I don't enjoy talking.  I am loving my unicorns glasses case I'm using for my phone.  4 rhinestones shiny pink.  lavender lining.

Walter got me leftover pasta meatballs.  Fred was back with flashlight made Walter happy and mini lettuce salad.  I remembered Toki's oranges.  lots of cookies for Halloween.  Florence gave me cards and handkerchiefs.

so I went to college Safeway for 3/$5 Friday beef spring rolls GONE $60 cash over pint of pistachio ice cream 2/$5.  jetted to home CVS bought multi 2/1 shelves bare.  Safeway none I bought 5 cans Progresso soup for 2 and $60 cash over.  

I misplaced my medicare card.  I knew I put it somewhere safe when I added my CDL to my wallet.  an hour I looked all through the front of my car and couldn't find it.  it was in my sharks backpack in the house.  I knew it was laughing at me.  

pistachio delicious.  

Linda nurse envies me

I think not.  be careful what you wish for.  she wants my life she has to work for it.  I was meditating in the tub on how my mom and dad taught me arguing with the stupid and/or insane is dangerous.  

Walter was in a snit.  took an entire pain pill and thought he's all that and a bag of chips.  his "poor me everyone else is to blame" will keep him stuck.  no matter how many times I explain that attitude is powerless he insists on whining.  he took the pain pill to make himself worse.  I can't go there.  he insists on acting to cause pain looking for sympathy.  I can't sympathize with him beating himself.  

I tried to share my day he said he wasn't interested OK get away from me.  I'm not interested.  

I'm capitalizing on rest and relaxation.  

8 pm trying to shop medicare.gov no specific details very frustrating.  I can't figure out how to click the site.  glad I signed up for an appointment with hicap.  

here I am again

I misplaced the life insurance bill again.  standard that I must change.  I'm still depressed.  

my left top foot has a blister.  my right heel hurts.  Sketchers.  

lunch w/Toki, Walter, Gloria's friend Maria.  grilled chicken must be commercially pre cooked.  salty.  I prefer plain cinnamon sweet potatoes.  no sugar.   

most excellent Savers 4 pm purple tag 2 k stud earrings $7 gold plated 925 silver, 4 new wrapped movies 2 Esmonde-White Aging Backwards, the Great Rupert 1950, Bill Murray Quick Change 1990.

Grocery Outlet Dolly Parton chick fried steak, good green beans, mash dinner.