Life is whatever we make it. if our family instructions and examples have been pain and suffering that's all we know 'til we see and learn to create something fitting us better more comfortably.
I'm getting here. I considered biking but I didn't pack shorts or shoes. 3 tees and wash cloths.
where all emotion is stored. the gut brain, seat of intuition. as prey I can approach others w/o threatening. I'm safe and peaceful. now I'm glad I helped Frank 3. he had a meltdown. God let's me argue.
Paul Lloyd's friend gave me my choice of 5 packaged pasty I chose bear claw.
no sister eviction distraction. almost overwhelming emotional pain. I had the tub all to myself TYGJ.
weird day. I had to shower alternate family until 9:30 they reopened showers.
lunch w/Frank 3. he didn't know about reservations I don't know how he managed. I got him the menu, explained but he acted like off the planet. Toki and Walter acting out of it. so I finished tough puzzle, takes me away from pain.
I'm feeling desperate for no reason at all. just feelings coming out. all the family torture labeled 'helping'.
always a delight.
I won the health fair raffle. yoga mat, hiking poles, trail mix, $30 Sprouts gift card, $25 AMC gift card, hiking trail book, beach towel, beach bag, coloring book, markers, adult swim goggles, affirmations cards.
seniors I remembered 2 days until mom's death day.
the body remembers.
I'm waiting to call Sean Koy CSAA. office opens 8 am. I have all day.
Eric Winberg got the message works for 2 attorneys Chris Rivera and Barbara Olsen. Barbara is mine.
Sean returned my call Eric is San Jose office.
only 83 degrees I'll soak and stretch 4 pm. left 5:30 for Cup library. picked up Louise CD and Eddie Murphy Coming to America 1 & 2.
Grocery outlet salad, watermelon juice, grilled cheese, mini pizza, imitation crab, rice crackers.
I feel a little hope. Louise.
Eric CSAA? called 12:38 yesterday while I was Fair-ing. I put everything in my car. He just said he was from CSAA no case number or details. I white pages reversed look up said the phone belonged to Mariana Fe Rivera 732 Kineo Ct, Oakley, Ca 94561. so I called and left a message with Sean Koy.
seeing double entries in my Consumer Cellular invoice I called 611. Mary was so helpful. and I now have access to my back up phone mails.
I voted. productive day.
new behavior I didn't return anything. I'm acting normal putting myself first.
Grocery Outlet bargain Market.
