Golden Girls is bringing out so much. I'm taking care of myself and my feelings. self-respect. without an example it's been tough to do. like living on another planet. a raw emotional landscape. every new emotion hurts.
taking care of others is easier. focus outside ourselves. eyes and ears survival is outwards. releasing pain I needed to move. so 24 hour at 8:34 no parking I was way in back. added to my exercise. I soaked stretched in hot tub and cooled in the pool. 10:15 I picked up St Justin lunch and remembered I wanted to use CVS expiring coupons. bought beets 2/1. I walked Ross' and Safeway. realized I didn't have a car key and started to freak. I put beets in the trunk. key waiting for me.
parked under Main at noon. book sale. I ate my lunch feeling so tired. air quality is bad from fires. 2:30 I went home to nap 'til 5. parked in the shade.
moved my car to my driveway 8 pm. I watched "Stars in my crown" 1950. so glad I napped.
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