I pondered gas fill up. I know it will go up after the election Tuesday. $5.40/gal when the web says .35.
seniors tub great 9:30. St Justin just Sandy spare lunch no water or weekend bag.
an hour 12-1 for a 200 piece planets satellites puzzle 10 X 20. feeling exhausted and sleepy I decided to go home.
stopped at Jack in the Box for triple Krusty burger limited time and free small fries coupon.
slept 3-5 feeling better.
36 minutes 800-851-9777. ext: 4820982. getting through the robot is tough. I'm getting paperwork 5-10 business days re surrender value and taxes.
I don't enjoy talking. I am loving my unicorns glasses case I'm using for my phone. 4 rhinestones shiny pink. lavender lining.
Walter got me leftover pasta meatballs. Fred was back with flashlight made Walter happy and mini lettuce salad. I remembered Toki's oranges. lots of cookies for Halloween. Florence gave me cards and handkerchiefs.
so I went to college Safeway for 3/$5 Friday beef spring rolls GONE $60 cash over pint of pistachio ice cream 2/$5. jetted to home CVS bought multi 2/1 shelves bare. Safeway none I bought 5 cans Progresso soup for 2 and $60 cash over.
I misplaced my medicare card. I knew I put it somewhere safe when I added my CDL to my wallet. an hour I looked all through the front of my car and couldn't find it. it was in my sharks backpack in the house. I knew it was laughing at me.
pistachio delicious.
I think not. be careful what you wish for. she wants my life she has to work for it. I was meditating in the tub on how my mom and dad taught me arguing with the stupid and/or insane is dangerous.
Walter was in a snit. took an entire pain pill and thought he's all that and a bag of chips. his "poor me everyone else is to blame" will keep him stuck. no matter how many times I explain that attitude is powerless he insists on whining. he took the pain pill to make himself worse. I can't go there. he insists on acting to cause pain looking for sympathy. I can't sympathize with him beating himself.
I tried to share my day he said he wasn't interested OK get away from me. I'm not interested.
I'm capitalizing on rest and relaxation.
8 pm trying to shop medicare.gov no specific details very frustrating. I can't figure out how to click the site. glad I signed up for an appointment with hicap.
I misplaced the life insurance bill again. standard that I must change. I'm still depressed.
my left top foot has a blister. my right heel hurts. Sketchers.
lunch w/Toki, Walter, Gloria's friend Maria. grilled chicken must be commercially pre cooked. salty. I prefer plain cinnamon sweet potatoes. no sugar.
most excellent Savers 4 pm purple tag 2 k stud earrings $7 gold plated 925 silver, 4 new wrapped movies 2 Esmonde-White Aging Backwards, the Great Rupert 1950, Bill Murray Quick Change 1990.
Grocery Outlet Dolly Parton chick fried steak, good green beans, mash dinner.
I called customer service robot transferred me to Alliance One Eliuska Miller in India. noisy background probably phone center. EH.
Target 800-659-2396 Alliance 866-395-7475. I was in tub 2 hours and remembered thinking it was Nov 1 overdue $1.
Diane 1st Presby returned my RSVP to Thanksgiving Dinner 11:45-2.
Savers senior day white nightie $2.09, Braun wand blender $7.69, pineapple 2 X shirt $3.49+ tax=$14.56. Grocery Outlet bacon fried rice Yippee $5.99, steak cheddar sandwich $2.49= $8.48.
people are very noisy must be north wind. coming up to DST Nov. 1.
I soaked and stretched b4 and after lunch Toki, little Gloria, Fred w/flu, Walter got me extra meal and I got twice the portion of tiny lunch.
I started taking magnesium in the morning and I feel happier. America is depleted due to agribusiness. so the 8 years bed ridden no D3 and I'm healing.
I'm relaxing. it's so hard with PTSD. since my 4 year old self was disappointed coming from love and warmth to unfathomable cold persecution. we landed at SF airport at night on the beautiful fairy lights of the runway to the beginning of my cold nightmare of a childhood. OMG.
the fear and confusion is leaving releasing memories. rising like steam. I'm breathing through it. I've learned the tools to build a new life. I'm calming myself using breath work to survive and thrive.
my gut is physically vibrating. I'm allowing healing.
Halloween at the park today. Gail and Gohan, Anthony, Jason.
done 9:30 on to St Justin lunch pick up. then the library second floor new 2018 quarter on copy room floor. hey thanks Eric! bought 2008 Corolla.
I watched the kids train and lots of booths from the library second floor. safe and sane trick or treat. treats. and I'm reading Wodehouse and McCall Smith The Big Cats Dance Party. appropriate for October.
I almost fell and caught myself and I'm OK.
I need more exercise. I want fun exercise.
I'm puzzling w/o a method. just haphazard like most people. no plan. no organization. like the monkey typing Shakespeare. LOL. like EX 2. like EX 1 a mini ego rush. that's why they do it.
Cup library after 3 pm puzzle. I walked Savers an hour then Grocery Outlet frozen lasagna 2 rice crackers.
I watched jeopardy and wheel, Dateline such evil people in the world. killing spouses for money. a family tradition. Lori, Chad, Melanie and her uncle Alex. so many they killed. men, women, children. w/o compunction.
20 minutes to figure it out. I'm still PTSD freaking out. phone less than 50% charge. message from Monday missing before.
I have no desire to puzzle. NEW ME. imagine that.
I want, I don't know what. I'm shunning EX 2. he's at the puzzle table I don't care. he's gone after lunch. lots of extra chicken corn black beans. Fred, Toki, both Glorias, Walter.
I want almond joy ice cream.
I walked Savers 2 hours rewarded myself almond joy ice cream full of almonds, 2 rice crackers, and cran passion juice. I've never ever before treated myself to ice cream 2 days in a row.
Savers silver tag Carrie Fisher/Debbie Reynolds movie half off and 4 steel chop stick sets.
I could feel it. I found phone #2. I had no idea where it was.
lunch of chili, cornbread, carrots, horrible broccoli stems. I planned on Grocery Outlet steak cheese sandwih dinner. and almond joy ice cream dessert. YUM!
walked Savers 2 hours 4 movies silver tags $12+tax. remembered to eat beets put raw in car trunk.
I'm trying to stay awake for the Dolly Parton tribute at 9. I watched first hour.
30 seconds. I stayed in tub 2 hours.
after lunch Fred, Walter I made map to Inge's for Walter 2 computer pick up.
I'm considering Nations almost forgot I want Savers senior day and Gro O eggs. the Toshiba egg cooker is great.
I walked Savers 2 hours, 40 red envelopes $1.63 half off blue. good exercise I enjoy.
pre shopped Grocery Outlet 18 eggs/$2.19 and steak cheese sandwich $2.49, salad $3.49. and the clerk looked like Awkwafina.
wheel-fully qualified
my back is changing. 24 hour hot tub helps circulation. internal massage.
I went to soak and stretch late. the puzzle a mess. today I can do second part. open 'til 6:30.
I gave Walter butter-red lettuce. I could eat that much one meal. he got me extra chicken disguised as the cabbage tomato. Toki always remembers comics.
10:15 lots of spaces. baby swim. Toshiba electric egg cooker 5 not 6.
Sammi losing his mind said Sunny book bag sale NOT! and outside returns down. inside as well. staff processed.
just as well. I remembered to return puzzles. I completed complicated dark Walk to the Lake 300 piece in 2 hours.
I checked out Wodehouse in Exile and Happy's Place. central won't play disc 1.
I read half of Can't Wait to Get to Heaven.
Perfect Day.
Sprouts 2 lettuces, sage cornbread for stuffing, 2 lemon almonds. $tree 2 bleaches, 2 pot pies, 2 can 1 froze corn, 2 bread butter pickles, pineapple tidbits.
I'm releasing old feelings of hurt and sadness. fat is the layer of insulation blanketing pain. emotional bandages.
St. Justin lunch weekend bag. chocolate Glucerna fine today.
2/1 sale library cafe sandwiches I chose protein pack of steak, mozzarella, apricot. $1 tip $8.13. $7.13 not 6.12. 1 o'clock no one, line of 6 while I decided.
3 pm 88 o's. talking to Sammi about global warming and how Indy 500 NASCAR is destroying the planet and no one connects it to Fires and Floods devastating so many communities. and how in Who Framed Roger Rabbit the public transportation system was dismantled so cars, freeways, gas companies could prosper.
making my back change. and I'm relaxing more. the 1000 piece Betty Crocker puzzle was fun.
supposed to be 93 o's next 2 days. then next week it may rain Tuesday.
oh I bought a triple Krusty burger last night so good for b'fast. 2 meals.
listening to Louise always soothes me. I collected my Daily Word and election materials for November.
call from Allstate home insurance Daniel.
Picked up hot spot. this morning I was #34. and I got season #1 of Happy's Place. and Sammi gave me PBJ and hazelnut Trader Joe crepes.
#2 parking spot.
I'm good. lunch w/Toki and Walter. no left over real hamburger. only potato.
at some point I want more floury custard.
lunch w/Toki & Walter. Fred cancelled street blocked road work. winner, winner, chicken dinner.
listening to Louise is Heaven. I went and finished lunch on the couches the envy of the catty white women. I considered Nations pie. maybe tomorrow.
I remembered I wanted to walk Savers. I found 2 XL fuzzy hoodie, Frozen Elsa curtain and velvet hangers 12.60. Grocery Outlet bacon leek fried rice 6, arare 4, salad 3.5, goat cheese 7, juice 3.
wheel- from way downtown
I Let go and let God. I arrived at sunny lunch at 8:55 parked and waited for 9 am open. Debi on vacation slow to open. I enjoyed the live music at 10. I finally figured out the energy exchange is part of the 'vitamin people' I need. menu: chicken, real broccoli tops, whole wheat biscuit, scoop of German red potato salad, milk, apple. Teresa gave me coffee and Armando milk. said HI to Herman & Yanti. contributed $.
we evolved surviving in groups and it's genetically encoded. we need to be around others. not necessary to interact, just proximity energy exchange. I think the reason behind massacres. the need for others becomes frustration. shooters starved for human energy.
the chrome charging has a default battery saver that stops at 80% and went down to 30%. the cord may be OK. might be the default. like a reverse trickle charger. won't charge 80% or above.
I read second half of LP Can't wait to Get to Heaven. so perfect. Elner Shimfissle is amazing.
and it feels good. I love paying my bills and receiving value.
I decided to try Santa Clara comic con 2026. the first one was R2D2s and a photo booth 2016. 8th one skipped 2 years covid.
10 am only half a dozen parking spaces under central. I walked to St Justin lunch pick up. this comic con is another planet the Star Wars bar scene. costumes from everything. Dr. Seuss, Power Ranger, etc. no one seems to be getting paid.
I got 3 swag bags. Toki won't want one. Trudy might.
free bottled water like the Manuka honey is hard to open. last night I mixed strawberry Quick w/vanilla protein powder. so delicious. I always bought chocolate less sugar.
Gut Feelings Dr Will Cole prefers R Plutchik Wheel of Emotions 1980 to Leary's Circumplex 1957.
hormetic-good stress cold shower
maybe I'll try lemon cream pie.
lovely cool play day. 3 pm went to central closed for comic con prep. rummage at first baptist $10/ 6 new movies, sterilite paper plate carrier, lavender oil, spoon. well within my budget.
wheel- pounding the pavement
celebrity wheel- Lennon Parham
2009 I couldn't walk so I came early to park close. the asphalt is still a mess.
and I'm changing. William(Vera) asked for a pen. I directed him to the nurses' table since he was waiting for a blood pressure check. old me would have stopped to 'help' him. he was looking for attention not a pen.
I'm loving doing nothing. my nerves are itching tickling coming back online.
I returned the Motherload 2026 and now I'm researching the creators married couple Van Tran Nguyen and Alex Derwick. just thinking of it makes me smile.
I managed to baptize myself with my cup of tea. I distracted myself.
I'm relaxing on the couch. I'm researching Nation's pies, b'fasts, burgers. food, food, wonderful food.
custard floury not eggy. not worth $8. not $4.
for 7:30 spot. 2 men come at 7 less than half hour and leave.
I'm considering going to county. I want to try triple Krusty Jack in Box $7.50. free fries coupon.
I reading, resting on upstairs couches. I ate spinach and cookie.
I got free med fries with a triple krusty. passed on county.
wheel-a zesty dish
maxed out.
Joanne complaining 74 o's heat 94 projected.
I'm feeling OK despite PTSD. Louise reminds me to breathe, release my breath, anxiety.
I puzzled, soaked, relaxed. 94 degree day.
Walter did me a solid. Larissa had a wheel of dental questions and I wanted another kit so Walter took 2. he makes me laugh. Larissa didn't know what happened. we ran back to lunch.
I puzzled and napped till 4 then pool part 2. 6:30 I decided I wanted Burger Queen. so good. and watching Space Truckers 1996. goofy but fun. my happy childhood.
my dress weighs lb & half. dry swim suit half. 24 hour internet. kids swim.
MMMM...noon 91 o's Burger King fries. salt tastes so good. garlic powder, think about it. I'm loving the wet suit and towels.
12:50 library underground parking not open. 8 cars parked. 82 degrees.
I'm reading up on Jack Cassidy. I was always amused by Jackass idy. then the tragedy of David.
so perfect 60 o's ready trash. cool, clear, comfortable. b'fast rice + cooked pkg chicken.
seniors #1 parking. I have CSC internet. I left extra fruit. lovely soak.
10:15 St Justin only 1 ham cheese. Sandy gave me extra chip. never too late for a happy childhood. weekend bag.
maybe chicken will make the packaged bean jambalaya palatable. or diced fruit.
I'm reading, listening to Louise. HEAVEN. The Inflammation Spectrum, Dr Will Cole. and PG Wodehouse Gutenberg.org.
I reversed direction in the copy room. Better. I stayed 'til 5 dropped off on the way home. tuna sandwich & chips.
I am dedicated to having more fun. it was difficult re writing my programming. so much of my life spent avoiding punishment from the family. I didn't know what I wanted or liked. I only knew what I didn't like, what I didn't want, so of course that's what I created. it was all I knew.
we are magnetic beings. we generate our own magnetic fields. we attract what we invest our energy in.
Luigi Galvani had it correct. we're powered by electricity. where it comes from and how it works is a mystery.
wheel bonus-full cookie jar
celebrity wheel-Matt Iseman
recycle money. like found money. I love finding money.
Dan Craig "castles" had a piece missing. magically appeared in puzzle.
Fred and Walter got me extra rice. 6 times what I was served for lunch.
3 pm munchies.
wheel-improving our chances
