I ate salad from college Safeway. I still have mac burger frozen.
I have to get A-REDS I can see and feel the difference 3 days. Monday last day.
WOW reading about headless men from Wodehouse refers to Othello. Amazing what people believed. Anthropophagi. WOW.
new behavior, I wore blacktop and pants in the tub. less to dry. I forgot the blue green suit at home.
Walter still refuses to be responsible for his stress. Fred, Toki left early I pointed out to Walter. he's out of control.
spoke to Danielle. lovely conversation I mentioned Amy attorney Danielle mistake. explained ISO is a professional investigative listing of all court related issues ever. she also explained CHP report forms are standard used by all law enforcement.
My Divorce. I'm feeling giddy. I'm surrounded by people supporting my happiness. the sisters' betrayal 5 yr statute of limitations for embezzlement.
Walter showed up today Shadow bantam rooster dislocated his hip. or did he? RELIEF. Walter may have inadvertently trained him by rewarding his behavior.
could have been the frozen coke. slept midnight woke 6. seniors good. started new puzzle after finishing old. lunch OK no Walter.
da da daaaa, when I got home 6:30 huge envelope hostile plaintiff. what goes around. papers like my DIVORCE!!
gym and Burger King lunch.
arrived 11:45 Sunny library. ate fries half jr. better w/avocados.
returned spot, atomic book, movies. David here for book sale. didn't want avocados.
puzzled 'til closing.
wonderful shower.
over to St Justin lunch saw Ruben gave me extras.
I gave Sammi at library buffalo chicken & crackers. he gives me date candy. I found a copy of LAST HOLIDAY Queen Latifah. I enjoy the 1950 Alec Guinness version also.
wheel-cowboy boots
Sunny hot spot cut out. I considered tomorrow St Justin lunch and Sunny on Sunday book sale.
lovely perfect weather. everyone present for lunch. Walter got me rice chicken. we got one bite cupcakes left over from BBQ. mine, Walter's and staff gave me extra @ puzzle table.
I soaked and stretched for an hour then biked 47 minutes. I love reading Wodehouse. I'm stretching as I go.
lunch with Walter and Gloria OK. Leta gave me her fish sandwich. Ruben gave me snacks. in the trunk getting Cody snacks I found crushed oreos. yay! still good.
finished 300 pc puzzle of hot air balloons.
my trail mix opened in my chrome book bag I didn't feel upset it was oh, well. new me. a miracle.
home early 4:30. I ate fish sandwich and cookies dessert.
sleeping to "Blandings" like a baby. awoke every 2 hours totally relaxed.
took supplements, dressed, gathered books, closed up the house, and drove to seniors. I left grocery overage in front I needed the paper bag. already hot I changed for the pool. I ate a protein bar.
after an hour in the pool I changed to shorts and cycled 45, 30 and stretched 30. reading Wodehouse on Gutenberg.org is a pleasure. funny Fred showed up.
lunch was OK. Hilde brought leftover meatballs diced carrots to the back. Walter took 1 each, I got meatballs.
I decided I might go back to the pool with my new suit at 4. I'll see.
wore wet suit for an hour. I ate some dinner. relaxed rested. home 6:30. finished dinner macadamia trail mix dessert.
someone stole the puzzle box and picture left the completed puzzle. not my business.
Gohan put out a 6 bottled collection of world coins. whew!! they took it downstairs to Jon.
I finished a 300 puzzle. 93 degree outside. central under garage 76 degrees. lots of people enjoying the air conditioning. Ruben gave me his St Justin tunas, juice, chips. I found Saturday pastry and Elizabeth cookies. a feast. I napped. I guessed wheel "go for broke" 442 motto.
7 pm Campbell's pork and beans sandwich. just what I wanted.
pretty funny 3 milks in Spanish and parfait in French $3.59 for heaven. Mmm.. lighter than the chocolate. and clearance 4 oz macadamia trail mix $1.74. Bank of Safeway Homes.
I picked up my 12 movies from county after lunch, parking good.
upstairs halfway reading prize choice of toys I picked key chain.
oh the seniors tub was wonderful. I could go back.
I'm still releasing negativity and self criticism. it was never mine. they installed it I release it. per Delorise Lucas I send it to the river of forgetfulness.
the adults are projecting and bombarding the kids with their weird ideas. I'm so glad I'm old. too weird for me to understand. outer space has no answers to inner space questions.
8 am immobilized by back spasms. pain nausea. I usually suffer at seniors. I'm trying kava and magnesium. breathing through the pain. my stomach and back left ribs and hip. stretching hip and tail bone decompressing nerve helps. grapefruit lozenge for the nausea. it usually occurs at nurses offices.
overcast from fires. 64 degrees 77% humidity. I got and opened grapefruit mixer.
12:30 my body still sore, I feel tired and weak. I cancelled Sunny holds and requested anew. I've always forced myself to meet commitments when no need just family pressure. I'm resting my tortured body. self compassion.
it's different. it's beautifully rendered but weird. fantasy sci-fiction.
so many options to picking up films from Sunny and county.
24 hour I soaked and stretched 104 degrees. older manager reset my fingerprints. flexible faster. still a meat market. saw Vicky Jessie's sister.
St Justin 10:15 Sunshine is quite the schemer. she takes Ruben's extras. used to be Bonnie.
and I forgot hot spot at home. central reception weak. 1 pm returned home found it in it's bin. until I found it, back to self criticism. it's less still mom's lack of support. removed small bucket of garage freezer ice.
I refilled Stevia and protein containers. productive day. I napped 4 pm an hour and a half. weekend jeopardy and wheel.
I love using what I have.
Yippee!! Tom called I can refuse. I want a better life.
I have a better life. Walter gave me his bowl and I got potatoes. Fred and Toki perfect parents.
Safeway $5 Friday sushi and water $2.89+.05=$2.94 free. and 2 clearance salmon Cesar salads, carnitas I froze. excellent for me.
e motions (energy in motion) create everything. the building blocks of the universe. everything is energy in some form. master emotions and rule the inner universe.
to Trump his inaccuracies aren't lies. he truly believes his lies are true.
I puzzled, soaked stretched. Ruben gave me 2 PBJ and Fritos. lunch was not good. tough dry pork, noodles, Brussels sprouts I tossed most. I have corn chili at home.
I puzzled 'til 5:45 resting and relaxed. HEAVEN!!
I'm playing all day. resting from walking all over yesterday a new record home 8:45 pm.
I puzzled then soaked, stretched and forgot my towel used face cloth. I was more tired than I realized. took longer and worked OK. slowed me down naturally, peacefully.
true story of John O'Leary. most excellent. 5 stars.
someone left 3 mini Ensure chocolate, s
Paul showed up after lunch I gave him his bag he was happy gave me 2.5 oz bag salt vinegar chips.
white woman came to compete on puzzle. after half hour she lays piece telling me "it goes over there." I let it stay there. I am astounded at the nerve. I'm neither her mother or her servant. I should have asked how much she'd pay me.
I finished quickly w/o her "help".
I went to Mission library Walter Cariel and college Safeway nothing thinking of central I went to Homestead Safeway corndog $2.49 and chocolate parfait $3.99. I'm worth it. Savers I bought roller and tiara $10. Grocery Outlet Walter Cariel asked if I went to Savers. when I told him what I bought he said he just donated his mom Leta's 90th tiara.
pain free today. miracle. and auntie Tomie. TY.
after seniors I went to college Safeway bought 2 clearance salads and realized I forgot to fill water bottles. considered my options I went back to seniors, filled bottles and ate salad. Paul Lloyd's friend was there I offered him one. he accepted. I opened it for him. he was Very sad and inebriated. he sat awhile then mumbled something and I guess went home. he left his bag of alcohol. I waited an hour and put it in the trunk so he doesn't get banned.
home I ate the other salad.
they loved the way they knew unwilling to learn better. they chose not to be better. I know better and do my best to be better, the only way to improve my life. I've had it hard their way. they prefer suffering I don't. they insisted I suffer with them. no thank you.
I decided to finally watch Life of Pi 2012 an artistic Ang Lee film. book published 2001. lots of buzz. too tense for me then. I'm catching up at my speed watching TV, listening to Louise, and reading Wodehouse.
reading Coping With A Difficult Older Parent I realize Walter has become my dad.
my TMJ and skull are so sore. and the chrome charger cord has a short.
I choose Golden Girls. I never wanted to watch. I'm suddenly interested.
becoming normal takes discipline. people spend their time escaping reality. actors are our aristocracy because people choose to avoid their lives instead of making their life more in alignment w/their desires. for whatever reason fear, ignorance, laziness etc. I decided to live differently. my family jealously guarded their complaints punishing me for solutions.
an opportunity to make it better than ever. I think my upset stomach is from mucus. only mornings from pollen then I get better.
I can do whatever I want. seniors is a job of being of service whenever possible.
tidied an hour. I used to make it complicated. now I just use a trash bag. and it's lovely cool.
The Great Race 1965 is on. Aiko traded me for dates w/Roy's friends. she had all night parties when the parents went to gamble weekends in Tahoe. I was 13 when she decided to include me to clean up. after two years he took me to Reno too cheap to get a room and we spent the weekend in the movie theater watching this movie all night. we drove back the next morning. they always ignored me I was surprised they were upset, too stupid to figure out it was all Aiko.
WOW!! I've survived a lot.
I couldn't find the CITIBANK bill. I checked to see if I'd paid NO. then I calmed myself and remembered to call to find balance. WHEW!! the old me. and I charged my phone.
paid Citibank on the way to Carl's Cali XL added avocado.
Cody brand new book. I read Super Roomies kid's graphic novel 15 minutes. fun stuff. I deserve more fun. I want more fun.
I finished puzzle went to soak and stretch. and feeling great.
lunch was good. BBQ ribs. almost cooked potatoes. Walter still estranged. I'm actually relieved. no pressure. he doesn't have to want a better life.
I'm loving my life right now this minute.
dinner green peas 3 T mayo, diced tomato, lunch potato wedges. dessert 3 snicker doodles, small slice of Ruben lemon cake, half a small bag of Maui onion chips.
and phantom stole the puzzle picture again. I still enjoyed puzzling. I soaked stretched, biked and read Wodehouse. HEAVEN!!
lunch mediocre Fred back from dentist. Toki and Walter. he knows he dissed me wouldn't look at me. I stepped back he's talking at Fred and Toki. I don't care.
I puzzled 'til 5. I ate 2 servings ban mi pork with salad and bread. I finally nuked Krusteaz corn bread mix w/ water and butter. 3 minutes OK. too sweet.
