arranging my life-HUMMINGBIRD

SIMPLE NOT E Z.  KEEPING UP MY SPIRITS DESPITE EVERYTHING IS TIRING.  THE ENERGY IT TAKES. 

MAYBE THAT'S WHAT SEEMINGLY USELESS ENDEAVORS ARE.  RE CREATING IN THE GENERAL PUBLIC.  CAR RACING, SPORTS GIVES THEM SOLACE FROM THE PAIN AND DRUDGERY OF THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES.

AFTER JAMIE OLIVER I DECIDED TO TRY CLEARING THE KIWI VINES I CUT YESTERDAY.  SMOOTH.  LADY NEIGHBOR STOPPED TO TAKE PICTURES OF MEX CACTUS.  I TOLD HER HOW I DUG UP 4 INCH FROM LAWRENCE EXPRESSWAY AND STUCK IT IN THE GROUND AND IT JUST GREW.  SHE TALKED OF HER FRIEND'S CACTI.  I STARTED GETTING HOT AND WENT INDOORS.

TODAY I LOOKED OUT THE SINK WINDOW AND SAW WHAT LOOKED LIKE ONE OF MOM'S LIPTON TEA OWL FIGURINES ON THE WOOD.  SO I WENT THROUGH THE GARAGE TO RETRIEVE IT AND IT WAS A LIVE GREY HUMMINGBIRD SUNNING HERSELF.  SHE JUST LOOKED AT ME.  HUMMINGBIRDS ARE STRONG, FEARLESS, LOVING PARENTS.  I LEFT HER ALONE.

DURING THE WEEK AFTER MOM DIED AND HER MEMORIAL SERVICE AILEEN TOOK A BREAK FROM HER EVICTION THREATS TO FIND ANOTHER LAWYER WHEN MR BRONSTEIN ADVISED HER CALIFORNIA LAW ENSURED MY LIVING IN THE HOME I LIVED IN WHILE CARING FOR MOM AND DAD.  LYING FLAT ON MY BACK IN THE LIVING ROOM GRIEVING THE LOSS OF MY PARENTS AND SISTERS TWO MOURNING DOVES SAT ON THE TI LEAVES PEERING INTO THE ROOM FOR A GOOD 10 MINUTES. 

9;50 SENIORS 6TH CAR IN LINE I WALKED MY MENU TO MALLORY, ONLY ONE OUT SETTING UP.  I HAD THISTLES IN MY CROCS AND WANTED TO WALK AROUND PARK AND CLEAN MY SOCKS.  ROSE THORN EMBEDDED.  I FOUND SHEPHERDS PURSE GROWING UNDER TREE.  MY VALENTINES PLANT.  ANTI TUMOR.  I'LL DIG SOME UP IF STILL THERE NEXT WEEK.

ALL THE PAPERWORK I'M CLEARING IS 2014-15.  I'M ORGANIZING.  IT'S FUN.