I'M ADJUSTING CONSTANTLY. I'M CONSIDERING LEFT OVER LUNCHES. AND IT WAS SO NICE CONNECTING WITH MY CREW. PEOPLE WHO SHOW ME SOME RESPECT. NOT SINCE HIGH SCHOOL HAVE I GOTTEN THIS CLOSE TO ANYONE.
TOM WAS WEIRD IN THAT HE NEVER WANTED TO KNOW ME. WHEN I TRIED TO TALK WITH HIM HE'D PHYSICALLY RECOIL. HE'D PULL AWAY AND SHUT DOWN. HE'D TELL ME ABOUT WATCHING DELLA DRESSING WHEN SHE WAS 30 AND HE WAS 10. OR HOW MANY TIMES HIS HORSE WAS SOLD. OR HIS BROTHER TONY HITTING HIM IN THE CHEST WITH THE SHOVEL BLADE. BUT MY LIFE, FEELINGS, EXPERIENCES WERE TABOO.
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