I'M WEARING MY MADE OVER JUMPER.
I WOKE VERY BLUE OVER CAR/CARLOS/LITTLE BRO ERIC. UNREASONABLE FEAR AND PANIC. I FEEL LIKE I DIED TOO. I WANTED SO MUCH HAPPINESS FOR HIM. I IDENTIFIED SO STRONGLY WITH HIM. IF HE COULD BE HAPPY I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH AND FOR HIM. ANOTHER HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT.
SO I TURNED IT OVER. I WANTED TO GO TO LUCKY'S TO REDEEM FREE STAR BUCK'S NITRO BREW, CHERRIES, CORN, VEG'S AND 2 X REWARD POINTS. I WAS FEELING TOO SAD TO MOVE. I JUST RELAXED, LET GO AND LET GOD MOVE THROUGH ME. I DRESSED. 8;30-9;30 LUCKY'S. I HEADED HOME TURNED AROUND TO BURGER KING TO PICK UP JR'S FOR DINNER. I RETURNED HOME TO GREEN ACRES MARATHON 8 AM TO 9 PM. IT ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH. I ATE THE SMALL FRIES FOR SNACK. THE BURGERS FOR LUNCH AND DINNER.
MY CONSCIOUS SELF IS GETTING HAPPIER. ALL MY SUBCONSCIOUS PROGRAMMING IS COMING OUT.
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