MAYBE LOADED. HEAVY TRAFFIC.
PAID CITY DUE TOMORROW. TOOK HALF HOUR. FEELING SHAKY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. STILL TRYING TO PLAY PCH TOKEN GAME.
I'M ALONE LEARNING TO DO FOR ME TO THE EXCLUSION OF ANYONE ELSE. I'VE ALWAYS TAKEN CARE OF EVERYONE ELSE. NO MORE. I HAVE TO LET THE WORLD BE WHAT IT IS. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A PROACTIVE FIXER BEFORE THEY EVER MADE UP THE WORD. THAT'S ON ME. IF ANYONE ELSE IS AROUND I PUT MYSELF LAST. I MUST LEARN TO PUT MYSELF FIRST. I'M NUMBER ONE!!
WATCHING FORREST GUMP LAST NIGHT I WAS REMINDED GLOBAL WARMING, MOST OF THE ILLS OF THE WORLD WOULDN'T EXIST IF WE WERE MORE RESPECTFUL OF WHAT WE HAVE. THE HUMAN HABIT IS TO DENIGRATE WHAT WE HAVE TO MOVE ON AND UP LEVEL. GRATITUDE IS IGNORED
LOVE , REAL LOVE HAS RESPECT. I GUESS PEOPLE DON'T RESPECT THE ONLY PLANET WE HAVE. WE DON'T LOVE WHERE WE LIVE WE'LL LOSE IT.
WASHED MY HAIR, COULDN'T TOLERATE SMELL AND GREASE. I MUST HAVE BEEN IN SHOCK TO GO A MONTH. IT WASN'T TOO HARD MANEUVERING. I HAVE SUCH HORRIBLE MEMORIES OF MOM CRITICIZING ME FOR WASHING MY HAIR ONCE A WEEK WHILE MITZI WASHED HER HAIR EVERY DAY. MOM INTERRUPTING MY BATH TO TELL ME TO GET OUT. FINDING MOM DEAD IN THE TUB. THIS DEATH A-VERSARY WEEK. I'D CONSCIOUSLY FORGOTTEN. THEN BEING BEDRIDDEN AND WHAT A GIGANTIC JOB JUST TO BATHE. I'D HAVE TO REST DOING ANYTHING. TOOK ME HOURS. CAN'T LET MY HAIR AIR DRY IN THE WIND. POLLEN BLOWING. GOOD FOR PLANTS BAD FOR SNEEZING.
STOPPED AT SC PANERA FOR STEAK ARUGULA REGULAR SIZE SANDWICH, CRANBERRY ORANGE MUFFIN, CHOCOLATE CROISSANT COMPARISON. DIFFERENT SITES DIFFERENT MENUS. I THOUGHT SC LESS GOOD AND I'M RIGHT. SV TASTES BETTER.
GOT TO SENIORS 9;55 #3 CAR. IF I DIDN'T HAVE THIS MOTIVATION I PROBABLY WOULD GIVE UP BLOGGING. THIS IS SO PERFECT SITTING IN CAR.
HAD A NAP. DREAMED OF CATHY IN HAWAII. SHE CHOOSES NOT TO BAIL OUT DRUG DEALING JAILED UNCLE.
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