balance

across the board the most important.  balanced diet, rest and activity, body alignment, mental activity, chemicals. 

i spent the first part of my life surviving a hostile environment peopled by enemies.  the skills defenses habits that kept me safe no longer serve and are now keeping me stuck.

so lovely 65 o 10;20 senior lunch line.  i walked around fremont park.  it's so many fremonts.  i like the quiet best of all.  well, the birds and things moving in the distance.  and the cool.  cabrillo doesn't feel as peaceful.  i could have brought sewing but i'm enjoying the quiet.  found a pretty pink aloha gilligan hat.

i'll go past st just to cup.  drop off avocados.

i think the pain of losing eric was mourning the loss of my happy hawaiian family.  i took a plane ride at 4 yrs old and everyone was gone.  when there's a ton of people around happiness is easier to find someone to share.  mom made sure to isolate dad and we were just along for the ride.  dad never made her happy he didn't want to.  tom never made me happy tho he tried.

my turn.  i'm home 2;30.  i did it all sans wet towel not on purpose.  i stopped dollar store for vitamin d none, 2 bags chips, 4 half price aluminum foil, pineapple eraser for auntie.  picked up lunch dropped off avocados.  so much time still i went big cup safe way clearance 5 heat eat  brown rice, cherry turnovers.  library ate lunch in shade.  5 dvds ready.  decided to drop by g 2 safe way clearance $2.50 chocolate croissants, almond, 2 piece cornbread 99 cents.  $unnyvale 2 vitamin d, 3 chips. 

good day hunting.