Wednesday, August 19, 2020

who i am

i get to decide.  reading dr david viscott is better each time i read it.  i was blocking protecting the secrets i hide from myself.  first time through i didn't understand.  third time i'm able to relate to my life.  confusion is clearing.

i paid discover ready pge for walmart.  eating cheerios with last nights potatoes.  delicious.

santa cruz is on fire.  very smoky air.

cleaned up the mess from boiled over potatoes.  bowl lid glass plate.  feel better.

back right ribs making their presence known.  stomach hurting from hips.  especially right.

need gas car.  i want to get jumanji from campbell finally ready hooray!
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filled tank $2.80 highest in a while.  done 9;30 on to seniors taking apart tees.  picked up lunch, on to walmart paid pge and priced medicare freebies.  h2o2 88 cents as opposed to a dollar at dollar store.  plus tax.  bought large can beef stew 2.12.

proceeded to campbell considered side trips, nah.  arrived noon ate leisurely lunch watched people and crows.  1 pm i walked up to drop off judy.  closed so i called.  they decided 'cuz of poor air quality closed no check out.  i felt angry and betrayed like when mom manipulated and cheated me over and over.

i went seniors cooling before 1;30.  i asked the late open time because of lunch clean up.   i got to heal.  annoying irritating scotch woman wheeled in wheelchair man 4 ft from me proceeded to remove mask and pig out talking for an hour mask less.  tv cc she'd repeat news 2 minutes later like she knew something.  first time she did it i said yeah i read it.  i got up and moved far away.  man wheeled himself away.  later i asked front kids they said let them know.  not my job.  left at 6 pm  86 o by the time i got home.  made chicken ramen soup.  yummy.


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