amazing

no blog access yesterday.  so i'm playing catch up again.  I questioned whether Brian dinner tonight.  family training raising its ugly head.  drove to lucky's free chips and sale $1.99 corn chips.  Sprouts looking for dessert 2 $2.60 ea turkey meatloaf dinners with roasted yam and beans.  I drove home new behavior.  I want a better life.

swam and noticed change in pools schedule.  closed sat 6/8 so I asked dino didn't know.  lunch ok with Toki and Mike.

bingo I played while reading more about whip lash.  my heart not in it.  then I drove to Sprouts looking for dessert. CBD gummies on sale through 25th 2 egg bites.  tried calling Brian no voice mail.  I drove to Safeway blueberry pudding ring cake.  tried calling Brian.  I decided to swing past just in case and he was home.  he doesn't answer same as me.  we're so alike.  I offered to go to library he wanted company.  son must be away.  we watched 5 pm Melissa Peterman. 

looking for 'I remember mama' online he found live darts tournament he didn't know was televised.  NEW!!  we watched back and forth with game shows.  pizza was best ever caramelized balsamic red onions, pine nuts, blue cheese, fresh dough, homemade thick sauce.  better than before.  done by 9 I went straight to bed.  I walked up and down stairs 3 times going to car.  I gave him coupons he needed smog from August.  he paid registration hadn't smogged yet.  so no tags.  and psychic fair next sat.

recycle-adult

I woke with a stomach ache and sore all over.  I could feel my feet like never before.  nausea like 1972 that I couldn't soothe.  considered cancelling senior lunch but staying home too boring.  dressed dealing with symptoms.  drove to Scott felt better detoured to Danny's recycle.  back brace realigned nerves.  

swam, Brian in tub invited me to dinner tomorrow evening for jeopardy and wheel.  lunch with Toki and Mike, Fred still on vacation.  home early to rest up.  I'm taking care of me.  Win!!

yes! getting it together

I'm taking my time.  seniors at 7 because I want to not because I can't walk.  back in 2008 I had to take preventive measures.  I couldn't handle walking or heat.  I got to seniors early and didn't swim.  my back hurt too much.  I hadn't tried wearing a back brace while driving.  it always strikes me as odd when people ask if it helps.  I don't wear one 'cause it's beautiful.  it's not a fashion statement.  I needed the air conditioning for my inflammation.  

i'm researching whiplash.  from every boo boo i've compounded nerve damage without properly taking the time to heal.  chronic pain.  2 hours of reading and printing.  I swam an hour and half, lunched with Mike, Toki very late and brought comics.  funny tiny desiccated Salisbury steak I got 1 of 2 left over.  lots of tomato basil soup 6 servings = 1 cup.  no mash or spinach or bread.  huh.

home 2:45.  I loaded my recycle this morning.  I can redeem it any time.  I'm watching my game shows and travel on AWE+.  

lovely day

oops, swam, only Toki lunch potato crusted fish, young Sheldon mission library, Inge reminded me to pick up her recycles.  10 minutes to redeem $7.92 at Danny's.  home 1:30.  i'm loving new me.  I have a lot of recycle.

i'm ok without a hot spot.  I'm not missing it as much as in the past.  could be the CBD or I'm calmer on my own.  

took my time rising 9 am

no internet I suppose I could go to cup county open at 10.  or church at 11.  or the gym.  or rest.

i'm watching 1975 'crazy mama' with Ann Sothern and Cloris Leachman, next is 'bad mama' 1974 Angie Dickinson, William Shatner.  makes my mom look good.  

relax-rest/returned hot spot sunny vale

daily word-can't pour from an empty cup.  I wasn't allowed to rest.

Walmart fish oil and D 3.  and I checked wi fi needs e mail.  stopped prune lucky's bought gator lyte, slivered almonds $7, sparkling ice.  took everything home.

I gym Ed, brought my lunch to sunny library.  returned spot and movies.  in request line again.   

1 pm parking lot sitting listening to healing in cool car on overcast day i ate my two Tina burritos.  I'm enjoying my cherries.  i've eaten 2 pounds since yesterday.  unheard of.  

new symptom left eye twitching. 

watching 'cactus flower' and 'hopscotch' Walter Matthau movies.  later 'charade' if early enough.  HEAVEN.

9 too early-no internet i'm ok

now lots of parking @ 24 fitness.  I organized for the day.  packed hot spot, tried to load lucky's coupons wouldn't work.  went to lucky's still couldn't add, asked for help, it isn't me it's the machine.  yay! me!

tiny lunch nondescript fish, baked sweet potato good.  no Toki, she didn't finish errands.  Me and Fred.  sat with Elizabeth picked all the skin off the potato and Albert.  people make me laugh.  I gave Jane Toki's low acid tomatoes.  she was thrilled she went to Sprouts yesterday and scored lots of 99 cent bargains.

went to prune lucky's clearance microwave pop tarts $2.13, 4 cob corn 10 cents, 2 lbs cherries $3.98, $1.63 almond mint snack bar.  

home watching 24.8 AWE+ luxury cruises and destinations.  my way to travel no fuss no fuss feet up relaxing.  

I considered returning to sunny I decided I wanted to watch my game shows.  I didn't want to drive late and tomorrow I can puzzle.