all the lunches mom never made me God is providing. soaking I remembered I have to renew CDL, AARP, Daily Word. do I want Real ID? I don't think so. I'm enjoying traveling through the Daily Ukulele main library book.
I love sitting here watching people while listening to healing. kids are hilarious.
I started my driver's license renewal. I don't know what I did with the renewal letter. I went around and around looking for the online test. I practiced the samples in car and motorcycle.
I'm tired and sugar crashing. I need a hug and I'm alone. I need to cry and mom beat it out of me. "I'll give you something to cry about."
Mike Winn sick and dying 10/18. I'm processing grief. I've been distracted. I've been watching the final season of Barney Miller the only series I cared about. I'm honoring my loneliness an improvement of the terror and humiliation of my childhood. People who respected and valued their differences. They loved each other.
the only way to process pain is to allow it to run its course. everything changes into something else. I never felt loved by my family.
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