a clump of dark sinister energy in my ab. I woke warm and fear filled. a strange sensation.
I'm always trying to push God. I have gutters to clean, license to renew, water soft to buy, etc. and the old me was never allowed to trust God. wasn't done in the house.
EPIPHANY: they were the gods. WOW!! they believed that. explains so much. this is why I blog. I see my life from a whole new angle. WHERE WAS GOD DURING THIS HELL? dad molested Aileen who molested me and pimped me out for a date by maneuvering a double date. she manipulated all of us to make me her whore. and mom was so dumb? she let it happen. maybe she knew. would explain her self punishment.
I'm ready for something good.
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