chrome allowed restore. I remembered to connect to the internet first. I'm feeling jubilant. the word popped into my head.
I kept waking with a stomach mass of anxiety labeled 'license renewal.' I know it really isn't. it's just baby pain. I calmed myself with loving thoughts and feelings. they taught hate and humiliation. they installed self sabotage. I still have the dregs I'm processing. I create loving chemicals and feel safe.
I'm loving the coffee puzzle. puns galore. Cody brought a dozen new movies for me to check out I gave him my senior water. I chose 4. I'm waiting on holds at county to return book. sunny holds expire today.
I keep forgetting to mention self sabotage to Walter. he showed up for lunch so i broached the subject. he chose to joke and attack me recalling Patelco out of the blue. i told him i felt attacked over something years ago. it's good he's standing up for himself he just needs practice.
Dino asked if I was going to bingo size. I completely forgot and was ready to go home. Whew!! good exercise.
I came home and watched people puzzler, then sunny library 2 books and back home for person, place, thing.
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