could be the 'medium' marathon I've been watching in conjunction with Tom resurfacing. like a bottom feeder. I don't want or need it. he's never cared about me. he doesn't even know me. all he wanted was a skinny jap girl and that's all i ever was to him. something to use. not human with feelings.
I just understood the formatting resetting to normal when I want medium. mom was always telling me to be normal. as Popeye said 'i yam what I yam'.
I went to cup library then D & T b'day party substitute mother's day party. I stayed an hour and left with Jamie and Tom Grable. Lily was incensed. probably 'cause I missed Della's funeral. I couldn't drive then and Tom refused to find me a ride. just like Mitzi. he's so family. Letitia and Joe, Isidro, Dave, like going back in time no change. my saying good bye to all. done.
home I was exhausted I went to bed.
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