Saturday, September 26, 2020

back cramping

those horrible immobilizing pelvic pains grapefruit relieves.  listening to secret cd relaxed me too.  feels like acid is dissolving my intestines.  all that vicodin i took for years.  i wonder doctors are so unconscious.  the pain ripples in peristalsis waves.  pain is exhausting burning through calories.  not a form of weight loss i'd recommend.

fierce hunger fights with fear of pain.  fear of food causing acid pain.  fear that gum will cause acid pain.

watching 'superman marathon' and 'medium' commercial asking for money for abused animals makes me so angry.  where were they when i was being burned, beaten and abused.  kids rights are more important.  human rights.  people make animals more important than people.  commercials for pet food.  what about kids.

waves of pain.

5;30 my eyes are stinging and burning from wind carried smoke. 

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