OK

WATCHED OKLAHOMA.  WOKE AT 2;30.  I'VE GOT IT.  I HAVE TO LISTEN TO CD.  RE PROGRAMMING TAKES DEDICATION.  NOT DRIVING LISTENING SO MORE ATTENTION TO CD.

I'M FEELING LOST AND ABANDONED BUT I'M OK.  MY EMOTIONS ARE CATCHING UP TO MY LIFE.  I FELL ASLEEP WATCHING JAMIE AND MARTHA STEWART WOKE ME.

I PLANNED ON CHECKING PRICES AT SAFEWAY AND DETOURED TO DOLLAR STORE.  THE OLD ME WOULD HAVE OBSESSED AND COMPULSIVELY FORCED MYSELF TO FOLLOW THE ORIGINAL PLAN.  NEW ME KNOWS I CAN GO ANYTIME.

GETTING TO SENIOR BAD LUNCH 9;43 3RD CAR.  I READ FANNIE FLAGG STANDING IN THE RAINBOW AND STARTED CRYING FOR ERIC.  RELEASING HIS SAD LIFE I REALIZED DAD AND EX THE SAME.  I DON'T KNOW ALL.  THEY/WE ALL DESERVE COMPASSION.  HER CHARACTERS HAD SAD LIVES THAT GOOD FRIENDS MADE ALRIGHT.  AS BEST MARIGOLD HOTEL SAYS IF IT ISN'T ALRIGHT IT ISN'T THE END. 

 HOME I WROTE AUNTIE AND SENT WALTER BIRTHDAY 5 DOLLARS.  I RETURNED LIBRARY CALLS APPOINTMENT TO PICKUP HOLD TOMORROW 2;30.  AND CARE MORE WELLNESS CHECK.

I'M EXHAUSTED.