empathy?

I WOKE WITH VISCERAL FEAR THAT MELTED AWAY AS I BECAME CONSCIOUS LEADING ME TO QUESTION IF IT WAS MINE.  ALMOST EVERYTHING IN THERE BELONGED TO SOMEONE ELSE.  I'M BECOMING MORE SENSITIVE.  NICOTINE IS A BUFFER.  ANALGESIC.   AS I RELEASE NICOTINE I'M BOUND TO BECOME MORE SENSITIVE TO EVERYTHING AROUND ME.  MY BLOOD SUGAR IS PRETTY GOOD THIS MORNING.  MY UNDER ARMS ARE A GOOD GAUGE TO WHAT MY LEVELS ARE.  I'M SLOWLY CLEARING MY BODY AND SPACE.

BALANCE.

I'M CLEARING THE ENERGY.  IT'S WHAT I DO WHAT I'VE ALWAYS DONE.  EVERY PLACE I'VE EVER LIVED I'VE CLEARED CLEANED THE SPACE TO NEUTRALIZE THE ENERGY.

I JUST MADE THE BEST DRINK OF CHOCOLATE QUICK,  TURMERIC IN COCA COLA.

WILCOX FOOD GIVE AWAY 3 TYPES LETTUCE, CAULIFLOWER, CABBAGE, 2 ONIONS, 2 MILK, 2 PACKETS 1 POUND BABY CARROTS, CELERY STALKS, MINI CHEESE PIZZA.

tom offered used bed.  i have to remember only new.  all my life has been used hand me downs and me neutralizing energy.  i want to create.