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woke from over view tom's life nothing's changed.  i've been remembering his dad john.  i wonder if tom does.  what he learned from his dad was self defeat.  tom always feels sorry for himself and doesn't see he's a product of the examples he learned.  he doesn't accept where he is so he can't be himself.  he' trying to live  what was current 70 years ago.

dysfunction is using out of date learned behaviors.

decided i wanted to try ordering online panera took 45 minutes.  and 15 drive up, park, delivered, drive home.  no stopping pretty cool.