prince harry in all his interviews is in such pain. mom and dad both told me to my face i was the cause of their problems, their unhappiness. a portion of england including the crown blames harry and meghan for its unhappiness. it hurts everyone. blame is not assigning responsibility. blame is a weapon to diminish and deny existence, anti love and life.
i'm still scared of the dentist. oh, well. I did my swimming stretching very stiff and locked today.
SO GREAT! HALF AN HOUR IN 12:30 OUT 1 PM FILLING COMPLETE APPT FOR CROWN WHEN CLEAN. tygj. listening to music is working. i'm feeling calmer. ian and dr thang nguyen. ashley and hannah. i was too nervous to eat lunch and now i'm hungry. i bought 2 liquid meals yesterday to try. dinner tonight. so expensive in most stores.
remembering dad. his cardiac arrest at carrows i was grinding my teeth after hospital and for months watching him like a hawk. he doubled up on his meds. almost killed himself then. blinded himself night of cataract surgery when he almost died from the tranquilizer allergy. he refused to take dr's advice hit his eye on sofa. he finally died humble having knocked the stuffing out of himself. so i don't hold grudges because people pay themselves back more horribly than i could imagine.
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