never felt before. from dental work anxiety i'm sure. still dealing with post trauma. teeth represent nourishment.
and allergies horrible so windy. i think heat from canada fires is blowing harder full of pollution.
naomi judd is in hallmark xmas movie 2013. she killed herself gunshot 4/30/22. both my parents passive suicide after 2 years intensive psychotherapy i still hurt. Kaiser kicks you out after 2 years. i'm still crying. i cry for my sisters and their kids who will still suffer effects of their denial. the only for sure.
i'm working so hard to rest and heal. it's so much easier to run around avoiding feeling and healing. it's what's considered normal.
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