gym 8:30 perfect. light rain. chase second half withdrawal i considered deposit mission decided monday. 10 am parked under main library garage opened windows to evaporate. played puzzle finished and reclined with chrome 'til 2. home i ate senior lunch leftovers and cooked brown rice and chick spring roll for dessert.
i watched Brian Wilson genius tribulations while i was dealing with betrayal and family tradition. i realize everybody thinks the world stinks and ignores it focusing on personal pleasure. i was trying to survive maybe everybody is just barely hanging on.
the black sun spot on my left hand became a psoriatic hive and is fading. and my arthritis is better in my left hand, i don't wake up crippled. and my right thumb neuropathy is better too since hives. i'm feeling lonely for the first in my life. tormentors are gone.
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