my lavenders grow monstrous because i don't water. senior center wimpy stunted watered regularly.
i woke 5 am with pain and the stretching and watching exercise gave me so so much energy here i am. took over half hour to reset healing depression. and i forgot to bring lunch. i have oatmeal cookies and energy bars. my stomach muscles vibrating. i have pork chops to cook and i have rice and peas. ooh, i just remembered i have lots of bread.
snooze paper here. it just occurred to me it may belong to man living in camper but not picked up by noon. i walked stretched strengthened.
and today the pages are tiny. what is an invalid crumb? maybe it's the winds. i'm coughing and sneezing. maybe my lungs are still clearing from a lifetime of tobacco. i smoked second hand from before i was born. mom lit dad's cigs. i wonder if nicotine contributed to my autism?
reception is slow and jumpy. tygj for 'healing depression' you tube or i'd feel crazy. my games are limping along. computer gives me a job to do. and the slow internet keeps me thinking not obsessing tunnel vision. i have to go between pages it takes so long. page is so tiny i have no idea of my points. mom would have loved it. so many games to play. so many free sweepstakes to enter.
feeling sad. and tired. i put out bins on returning home. i've been going for an hour and half straight cooking chops, cleaning, sorting. i'm itchy all over. windy allergies. i'm dehydrated. peas no good i added carrots. used pickled onions sweet sour. cut up loaf.
oh, my aching neck is tiring too. i forgot to watch 'love boat.' and i don't mind.
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