NOT AS WELL

FOR SOME REASON I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED I HADN'T PAID DISCOVER.  3 DAYS LATE.  I DIDN'T HAVE MY PASSWORDS SO I CALLED CUSTOMER SERVICE AND TALKED TO KIRA.  $27-37$ LATE FEE. AND NO IDEA ON FICO EFFECT.  OR % .

SO I'M NOT FEELING AS SECURE AS I THOUGHT.  OH, WELL.

I'M FEELING WEEPY.  I'VE BEEN CRYING.  I WAS GOING TO TAKE TIME OFF.  I CHANGE MY MIND.  NO ONE IS HITTING ME OR MAKING FUN OF ME FOR CRYING.  I'LL JUST LIMIT MY RUNNING AND GET MORE REST.  I'M SO GLAD I DON'T HAVE ANYONE FROM MY PAST ANYMORE.

I HAVE TO GO TO MISSION TO TURN IN THE CHROME TOMORROW.  CODY COULDN'T DO IT THIS WEEK.  SOME KIND OF BIB HOLD.  THERE'S TWO OTHERS AVAILABLE.

EVERYTHING IS ENCOURAGING ME TO CRY.