I WAS FLOUNDERING. I READ RANDY PEYSER'S PORTRAIT OF A HEALER. I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO FINISH READING IT BEFORE. I MET RANDY AND NEIL AT MOMMA'S CLASSES. I ATTENDED FOR A YEAR WHENEVER SHE CAME TO THE AREA AND SHE ORDAINED ME.
MAYBE MY CONTINUED BLOCKAGES ARE TO GIVE ME TIME TO RESOLVE FAMILY INSTALLED GLITCHES. SHE WANTED ME TO BE A MINISTER. I'M BEING THE BEST I CAN.
I WANTED TO GO WITH HER BUT I HAD TO CARE FOR MY PARENTS INSTEAD. I FELT DISAPPOINTED. I TOOK MOM AND DAD TO SEE HER. I WANTED THEM TO BE HEALED SO I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT THEM. AND AFTER THEY DIED I WAS WORN OUT AND SICK MYSELF.
I GUESS GOD'S NOT DONE WITH ME YET. MORE FOR ME TO BE.
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