newark, ca

I DREAMED I WAS GOING TO WASH MY HAIR.  I ACTUALLY DID YESTERDAY AND WOKE UP.

I WAS SO UNHAPPY MARRIED TO THE WORST OF MY FAMILY.  HE MADE ME SO UNHAPPY I WAS AFRAID OF EVERYTHING.  LAST NIGHT ON THE NEWS A PTSD SUFFERER IN SUNNYVALE TRIGGERED MEMORIES.  I THINK I KNOW WHAT HE WAS GOING THROUGH, THE DESPERATION, ISOLATION.

AND MY LEFT ARM IS ACHING LIKE 1972.  ALL MEMORIES LOCKED IN MY BODY ARE LEAVING.

I'M FEELING DISORIENTED.  I WENT TO MISSION LIBRARY TO RECHECK OUT CHROME.  I ESCAPED GERDA AND ROSE.  ROSE BROUGHT HER DEAD PHONE.  GERDA OFFERED TO TAKE HER TO ATT FOR A NEW BATTERY.  I SHOW THE GALS HOW EASY IT IS TO REPLACE THE BATTERY OR PHONE WITH THE SIM CARD.  ROSE SAID SHE WANTED A WALKER SO I WENT UPSTAIRS TO BORROW ONE.  AFTER I GO TO ALL THE TROUBLE SHE DECIDES SHE DOESN'T WANT TO GO, JUST LIKE WITH NOT HIRING CAROL ALLEN.  THEN GERDA COMES UP WITH THE SUGGESTION I TAKE ROSE'S PHONE AND GET IT FIXED.  LIKE ROSE WOULD BE SATISFIED WITH THAT.  SHE'S TERMINALLY UNGRATEFUL AND GAVE HER DAUGHTER CANCER WITH HER ATTITUDE.  SHE COMPLAINED HER CANCER RIDDLED DAUGHTER WOULDN'T TAKE HER TO SOLVE HER PHONE PROBLEM WHEN SHE HAS SO MUCH MONEY SHE COULD THROW MONEY AT THE PROBLEM AND SOLVE IT IN TWO SECONDS.  I DECLINED.  BIG WIN.