STILL PROCESSING

I GUESS I'LL ALWAYS BE WORKING ON MYSELF, ADJUSTING AND ADAPTING.

10:16 CUPERTINO LIBRARY.  IT STILL FEELS STRANGE TO BE ABLE TO EXERCISE, SHOWER, SHOP WITHOUT FORCING MYSELF, WATCHING THE CLOCK WITH FEAR AND ANXIETY, MY LIFELONG COMPANIONS.  I NEVER FELT ALONE.  I WAS TOO BUSY WITH FEAR AND ANXIETY.  TURNED IN PG WODEHOUSE.  SOMEONE REQUESTED HIM.  IMAGINE THAT.  I'M NOT ALONE AFTER ALL.  MY FAMILY RIDICULED AND HUMILIATED ME FOR MY CHOICES IN EVERYTHING.  I LEARNED NOT TO CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK.

I DIDN'T WATCH MORNING WITH LOUISE.  I KNOW LIFE GOES BETTER WHEN I DO.  I'M ACTING HUMAN.

I HAVE MY EARBUDS.  I CAN WATCH LOUISE ON YOU TUBE.

EVERY THOUGHT AFFECTS OUR BODIES.  THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS AFFECT OUR CHEMISTRY.  THAT'S WHY AFFIRMATIONS WORK.

WOW!!!

had to turn in chrome.

I'M BACK.  I CHECKED MY ACCOUNT AND GOT ONE OF THE 3 AVAILABLE.  I GOT RATTLED.  I WENT TO LUCKY'S FOR MY FREE CHIPS WITH HALF HOUR SO DECIDED TO PAY CITI WHICH NOW REQUIRES PASSWORD ISSUED WITH CARD.  I CALLED CUSTOMER SERVICE MISSY NO HELP.  I HAD THE LETTER TAPED AT HOME.  I WENT ONLINE AND PAID IT.  I HAVE TO CHECK EMAILS.