STILL SAD

I NAPPED TWO HOURS.  MAYBE JUST DEPRESSED.  I MAY BE DETOXING TOO QUICKLY.  I'M NOT SURE.  I FEEL SO ALONE PHYSICALLY.  I NEED SO MUCH DONE AROUND HERE AND FEEL SO TIRED.

I BOUGHT SEAFOOD SALAD FOR LUNCH AND I HAVE ROLLS, LETTUCE MIX.  I WENT G2, SFWY, NEW MICHAEL'S GRAND OPENING, MARIA SFWY OVERCHARGED ME $.49 AND THAT MADE ME SAD, LUCKY'S.  MAYBE I DID TOO MUCH.

I HAVE SO MUCH TO BE GRATEFUL FOR AND STILL FEEL TIRED.

I WANT THE WORLD TO BE HAPPY.  I WANTED ERIC TO BE HAPPY.  HE WAS MY COUNTERPART.  SO MANY SIMILARITIES IN OUR LIVES.

MAYBE I WANT TOO MUCH

I DREAMED A WALL EYED TRUCK DRIVER TAPPING ON MY DRIVER'S CAR WINDOW TO TELL ME ERIC HAD BEEN RUN OVER BY A TRUCK AND DIED.  I KNEW HIS DAD DIED RUN OVER NOT ERIC.