in the pit of my stomach, shoulders and chest. I was never allowed to feel anything. family judged and criticized me, adding to my discomfort and pain. I don't know what love and support feels like. I'm feeling afraid of new feelings. new feelings create new experiences.
somehow the format changed and chrome took over. I'm sitting with my feelings.
I looked up Rhonda Richards CPA helped me in 2002 for tax year 2001 when Aiko ambushed me with estate taxes to cover her embezzling. I'm looking through the return. I'm assembling this year's return.
Rhonda took excellent care of me drafting the letters and printing forms so all I had to do was sign forms and checks, mail envelopes. I was barely alive. I felt I was dying. at that point sitting in a chair was causing my spine to compress literally killing me.
I folded laundry trying on 2 dresses. perfect. the 4 pocket zip hoodie had a hole I wove.
I put out the garbage bin. I'm inspired. trunk organizing.
Anthony and Damien Campos 3:30 pm $175 cleaning. Damien does some repairs. tomorrow 'day' off estimate $2 K on dad's front hang. parts and materials. for fixing 3 bracket repair flashing fix $350= 3.5% $543.38 total today. I gave them bottled water.
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