disrespectful

i woke upset.  i dreamed of small boy walking down underground parking ramp driveway.  posted no foot traffic cars only but i've seen many adults walking ramp teaching kids unsafe behavior.  2 librarians at sunny suggested i keep book making it overdue since no fines like stealing.  like sister at county library.  making me thief and disrespectful to the patrons following the rules.  life on its own is hard enough without making it worse.  if everyone autistic following rules respect ingrained.

i accept grace and gratitude.  just showed up in listening queue.  underlining title malfunctioning.  no just avoiding below line letters.  looks weird to me.

seniors good funny valentines.  dollar tree i bought a dozen 25 cent meat cheese snack sticks and 2 bags cinnamon donuts.  i felt just right.  i did puzzle and walter showed up at closing last 2 snack sticks he was hungry.  i decided dollar tree and home.  dinner of fish sticks, lunch salads, mac'n green beans.  a lot.  donuts for dessert.  good day.

i got so angry remembering the humiliation going to college i paid for myself being laughed at and compared to gary older sister's classmate career student as long as his parents paid.  i worked so hard yet they sabotaged and ridiculed me always.  the jealous vindictive bitches.