not today. i guess yesterday was special. i'm hurting physically emotionally. pain the memory of pain is chemical. addicts change their chemistry. sitting with the pain dissipates dilutes the chemicals=pain. covering it up doesn't work it's still there under the cover to rear its head another day. also why addicts need bigger and bigger doses. the body adjusts adapts. make it smaller or larger it will change. the only constant is change.
i couldn't come up with a satisfactory b'day card i left it blank and infinite. toki liked her traditional b'day butter hologram exercise kitty notebook and pen. trudy baked her doz chocolate cupcakes. i finished the puzzle went to sprouts walked store and walked target saw art. 2:30 i went $ tree no one there within 10 minutes line half length of store 20 minutes entire length. amazing. dinner of fish sticks, crispy tater tots, fried rice. yum.
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