i started journal ing when i was 25 married and lonelier than i'd ever been in my life. my childhood of regular abuse kept me from feeling lonely too much pain. i had agoraphobia for a year constant anxiety and panic attacks until i learned i could consciously change my chemical state. i learned i could choose one chemical state, anger to replace anxiety and fear.
rainy 10 am i loaded picked up free Lucky's yogurt @ Saratoga checked clearance 4 smoked salmon good 'til 2027 $10-$8, last 2 .40 cent waters, 8 beef patties 1.6 lb $5. dollar tree out yesterday hurrah! paid Citibank. did a full day's work before 10 am. seniors no hot water i charged chromes and relaxed. bad news back hurting in new spots. good lunch toki alex diane little gloria. no ron all week.
i puzzled 'til 3 checked sprouts bakery manager $1.99 special chocolate pecan pie. pretty good. nuked 2 patties fish sticks dessert. 2 garlic toasts. seniors get type 2 life is so sweet. except for bodies deteriorating.
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