i'm so blessed to feel. may not be fun, better than being numb feeling nothing. woke with my right pinky ring finger stiff tingly my thumb seems numb. right eye twitchy. i think it's my right shoulder and neck are so tight.
the pools were closed 'til 9:30 fear of lightning strikes and electrocution. seems grounding would be part of construction code for public buildings.
heather mcallister left a flyer for me on 'not saving seats.' just me. taped to back banquet tables. i don't argue with the stupid or insane or both. i was going to sit at the last round table 'til i noticed the flyer. made me feel special, printing one copy and taping it. i showed it to everyone. i'm saving it and documenting jennifer had heather delivering meals while jennifer checked in people at the front table. i wouldn't have noticed but jennifer kept staring at me all the way across the room. i'm off the hook. they did me a favor. i showed everyone the flyer i won't save seats. easier for me. less responsibility. i can show up when i want i'm as free as a bird to sit where i want. heather and jennifer are my crazy sisters.
i don't feel lonely now. i have my flock, my peeps.
i felt energized and wanted to wash clothes despite the rain. went between downpours. i used 2 plastic bags instead of one basket and it worked great. i put the towels in the dryer too many to take too long i put them in the car and rested recharged at main. stopped at dollar tree last 2 frozen burgers. no line a miracle. planned on leaving if the usual line to the back of the store.
home i brought in bags one at a time. i could have left them overnight. i had the energy to hang all at one time like the old me. i cooked one burger added to mound of cooked veg.
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