adult

7 am fluffy asparagus omelette melted provolone cheese.  i'm so good.  i'm boosting my happy brain chemicals by praising myself.  'habits of happy brain' and 'taming anxiety'  so right the first bite the best.  and then diminishing yummy.  still good.

 

i keep writing out notes on the happy chem and misplacing it.  survival chem=happy to be alive i guess.

named happy chemicals=the addicting chemicals.  that natural high addicts are killing themselves for.  even that seek and find happy high.  and my autistic distraction great for avoiding long term chemical state.  i would have too work too hard to hold a grudge.  mom was probably a little autistic.  dad made up for it.

i walked up lunch today.  i got so excited i forgot mask and had to go back to car.  ok chicken bad steamed cabbage with pungent onion.  2 s v power trucks pulled up to have their lunch in park and i asked about internet.  said they're working on it.  i think the standard go away answer.  that's how it felt.

internet crashed so i went to college safe way for clearance $2/8 hostess dark raspberry cupcakes.  back at seniors regaining my settings.