this feeling

6 AM LISTENING TO SECRET CD I WOKE FEELING RESISTANCE THROUGHOUT MY BODY.  THAT'S WHAT I'VE LABELED RESTLESS NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH THIS NEED.  FEELING I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.  MY PROGRAMMING IS IN MY CELLS THROUGHOUT MY BODY.  NO WONDER CHANGE IS SO HARD.  IT EXTENDS THROUGHOUT MY BODY.  NOT JUST THE BRAIN.  NERVE CELLS AND BRAIN CELLS APPEAR IDENTICAL.

MY BACK HAS PRECLUDED THAT.  MY MUSCLES CONTINUE TO RELAX AND UNLOCK.  I WORE MY ERGONOMIC SANDALS YESTERDAY.  MY BODY WAS REELING FROM THE FEW MINUTES I SPENT ON THE TWISTER.  I WATCHED THE COMMERCIAL FOR EXERCISE AND THOUGHT WHY NOT. 

I WENT TO WALMART FOR GUM AND BOUGHT HALF ROTISSERIE CHICKEN 2.25.  WHOLE CHICKEN 7.97.  MUST BE DIFFERENT SIZED CHICKEN.  I WENT ON TO VALLEY FAIR SAFEWAY.  I GUESS THE EPITOME OF WEALTH IS I DON'T NEED TO REDEEM WHAT I DON'T WANT.  I GOT MORE GAME PIECES.

MY LEFT ARM IS WEAK AND SHAKY.  DON'T KNOW IF IT'S MY NECK, SHOULDER, BACK OR WHAT.  MAYBE I'M NOT DOING AS MUCH.