feeling frustrated

I'M KEEPING ON AND WAITING FOR THE NEXT LEVEL TO REVEAL ITSELF. 

I'M ROBINSON CRUSOE.  I DID LAUNDRY IN AN ISLAND OF QUIET.  MY AUTISTIC SELF LOVES THE QUIET.   I THINK I'M OVER THE SHOCK OF THE SITUATION.  IT LOOKS LIKE ANOTHER MONTH AT LEAST.   I FEEL LIKE THIS TIME IS FOR MY BENEFIT.  THE LAUNDRY IS 1 MILE FROM VALLEY FAIR.  I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE SHOPPING.  I HAVE GIFT CARDS TO USE I DON'T WANT TO GO ANYWHERE.  I GUESS THIS IS HOW I WAS AS A CHILD TOO.  I WASN'T ALLOWED TO BE.  I'M LEARNING BEING FOR THE FIRST TIME .  IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO BE A HAPPY CHILD.

I WAS IN LUNCH LINE BEFORE 10 4TH CAR.  I READ AND RELAXED.  I GOT BIG FISH.  I USED TARTAR VERY SPARINGLY.  COLESLAW MAYO TASTELESS I ADDED  SLICED ALMONDS SUNFLOWER SEEDS.

3 PM I BRUSHED MY TEETH FOR AN APRES LUNCH NAP AND REMEMBERED I LEFT THE LAUNDRY IN THE CAR.  I PUT MY BRACE BACK ON AND HUNG THE CLOTHES NO LONGER SLEEPY.  WATCHED GREEN ACRES FELL ASLEEP.

MADE PENNE AND CRACKED ANOTHER CUP WITH COLD WATER.  OH, WELL.