SO SAD

I'M FEELING MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS BEEN SAD.  BECAUSE IT HAS.  MY FAMILY HAS BEEN DEPRESSED.  ALL OF US.  THEY CAME TO THE MAINLAND TO ESCAPE AVOID AND IT DIDN'T WORK.  MOM AND DAD CONDEMNED ALL OF US.

AILEEN AND MITZI ARE TRYING TO ESCAPE WHAT'S INSIDE THEM.  WHERE EVER THEY GO THERE IT IS.  THE ONLY WAY TO GET OVER IT IS TO GO THROUGH IT.

I WOKE TO 'O-O-O-ORINDA' IN MY HEAD.  I GOOGLED ORINDA, CA.  ORINDA WAS NAMED FOR CATHERINE PHILLIPS.  KNOWN FOR BEING A SUCCESSFUL FEMALE AUTHOR.  ALSO APHRA BEHN 14 DEC 1640-16 APR 1689.  I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT ORINDA MEANS.

I WANT MY LIFE MORE FUN.

I SKIPPED EXERCISE AND BOUGHT LUNCH @ SARATOGA LUCKY'S, HAM AND ROAST TURKEY, FROZEN MIXED VEG.  I ATE, RESTED AND NAPPED.  IF I DID THIS EVERY DAY I'D GET BORED.  TODAY WAS GOOD.  I MADE NOODLE SOUP WITH TURKEY AND OPENED VEG SOUP WITH HAM.