UP SINCE 4;30. MY BACK IS EXCRUCIATING FROM STAYING HOME NOT WEARING BRACE. I MAY HAVE OVER STRETCHED.
MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MOM WAS TAKING CARE OF HER SINCE I WAS 8 SO SHE WOULDN'T KILL ME. SHE BLAMED ME FOR EVERYTHING. THAT'S WHAT BULLIES DO. BLAME OTHERS. I'M HORRIBLY WOUNDED. I CAN'T DENY IT ANY MORE. THE FACT SHE HATED ME/HERSELF DOESN'T MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY. IRONIC I'M BLAMING HER. I FEEL UNLOVABLE.
INNER CHILD WORK HAS GOTTEN ME TO ADMIT THE TRUTH. WHEW!!
AND I FOUND MY SOFT BLACK FINGER FREE GLOVES. MY TASK FOR THE DAY. I STOPPED $SANTA SET TO BLOG 8:46. oh my back aches. I WENT TO EXERCISE SENIORS, RENEWED CHROMEBOOK AND THEN CHASE. HALF MY BANKING PAYING BILLS.
AT CENTRAL LIBRARY I BORROWED MORE 'MOM' READ THE NEWSPAPERS. SAW 'IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE' ON TV SO I BORROWED TO AVOID COMMERCIALS. LOOKING FOR IT I FOUND 'IT WAS A WONDERFUL LIFE' ON INVISIBLE HOMELESS WOMEN. 1992. MELISSA ETHERIDGE A PRODUCER. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. AT THE END OF THE FILM IT MENTIONS LOU KILLED HERSELF. HOW DID THESE RICH LA PEOPLE WALK AWAY AND NOT HELP THESE WOMEN THEY HUMILIATED BY DOCUMENTING THEIR WOUNDEDNESS. THEY COULD HAVE TRIED TO SAVE THEM
FROM THEMSELVES BY FINDING THEM SHELTER, JOBS, MENTAL HELP, THEY USED THEM LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD.
MOTIVATED ME TO GO TO PAY BILLS. I REMEMBERED CAR SERVICING MONDAY.
RECYCLING PEOPLE. PEOPLE TREATED LIKE KLEENEX. USED AND THROWN AWAY. BLAMED FOR EXISTING.
INNER CHILD WORK HAS GOTTEN ME TO ADMIT THE TRUTH. WHEW!!
AND I FOUND MY SOFT BLACK FINGER FREE GLOVES. MY TASK FOR THE DAY. I STOPPED $SANTA SET TO BLOG 8:46. oh my back aches. I WENT TO EXERCISE SENIORS, RENEWED CHROMEBOOK AND THEN CHASE. HALF MY BANKING PAYING BILLS.
AT CENTRAL LIBRARY I BORROWED MORE 'MOM' READ THE NEWSPAPERS. SAW 'IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE' ON TV SO I BORROWED TO AVOID COMMERCIALS. LOOKING FOR IT I FOUND 'IT WAS A WONDERFUL LIFE' ON INVISIBLE HOMELESS WOMEN. 1992. MELISSA ETHERIDGE A PRODUCER. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. AT THE END OF THE FILM IT MENTIONS LOU KILLED HERSELF. HOW DID THESE RICH LA PEOPLE WALK AWAY AND NOT HELP THESE WOMEN THEY HUMILIATED BY DOCUMENTING THEIR WOUNDEDNESS. THEY COULD HAVE TRIED TO SAVE THEM
FROM THEMSELVES BY FINDING THEM SHELTER, JOBS, MENTAL HELP, THEY USED THEM LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD.
MOTIVATED ME TO GO TO PAY BILLS. I REMEMBERED CAR SERVICING MONDAY.
RECYCLING PEOPLE. PEOPLE TREATED LIKE KLEENEX. USED AND THROWN AWAY. BLAMED FOR EXISTING.
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