Wednesday, January 9, 2019

NEW MOON

I'M FEELING STRESSED.  I THINK I'M TIRED.  I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO FEEL TIRED.  I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO FEEL ANYTHING.  MY FEELINGS WERE RIDICULED AND DENIED.  AND NOW MY FEAR AND ANXIETY ARE BUBBLING TO THE SURFACE WHEN I GET TIRED.  MAYBE THAT'S HOW I KNOW I'M TIRED. 

LAST NIGHT IT TOOK ME HALF AN HOUR TO FIND MY ALTERNATE SWIMSUIT.  I HAD JUST DECIDED TO SWITCH BETWEEN TWO SO I'LL ALWAYS HAVE A DRY SUIT TO WEAR. 

AND TODAY I THINK I PAID MY CITY BILL TWICE.  OH, WELL.  NOT A BIG DEAL.  UNLESS I MAKE IT ONE.

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