HNY

I WATCHED DVD AND DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO STAY UP.  WHY DO WE?  I FEEL GREAT.  I WANT TO BE STRONG.  I WAS ASLEEP BY 10.

6PM-DOING WHAT I WANT TO DO IS STILL SO NEW.  MY ENTIRE LIFE WAS DOING WHAT WAS EXPECTED OF ME BY MY FAMILY.  WAITING FOR THE PHONE CALL TO DO FOR THEM WITHOUT A THANK YOU OR ANY APPRECIATION.  JUDGMENT, SCORN, DERISION.  EVERY NEGATIVE IN THE BOOK. 

THAT'S WHAT I HATE ABOUT SU AND HARI.  THEY TREAT ME LIKE A SERVANT. LIKE MARY.  I HATE HER TOO.  LIKE MY FAMILY.

I MADE CRISPY FISH/GREEN SALAD.  CHERRY TURNOVER.  YAY!  ME!