I RELEASE CRITICAL PATH MANAGEMENT. I RELEASE THE PAST.
I'VE BEEN CONSCIOUS OF OF BEING DRIVEN TO SURVIVE SINCE I WAS EIGHT. I WAS CLEANING HOUSE THEN BUT UNLIKE LITTLE ORPHAN ANNIE I HAD NO ONE AND NOTHING TO SING ABOUT. EXCEPT THERE WAS NO ORPHAN ANNIE MOVIE THEN SO I THOUGHT I WAS CINDERELLA. I WAS CONVINCED I WAS ADOPTED. THEY HAD MONEY, I WAS POOR. THEY WERE TOGETHER, I WAS ALONE. I HAD TO STAY ONE STEP AHEAD TO SURVIVE OR BE CRUSHED BY THE INDIANA JONES BOULDER FAMILY, MY ONLY REWARD LIVING ANOTHER DAY. THE STEAM ROLLER IN ROGER RABBIT. MY NEMESES DR DOOM BEING FLATTENED INSTEAD, THEIR RED EYES POPPING OUT OF THEIR HEADS. SO SATISFYING I WATCHED IT 7 TIMES WHEN IT CAME OUT.
HUH, ALL GORE COMES FROM THE WISH TO CRUSH OUR ENEMIES.
I PROBABLY HAD A FAIRLY NORMAL CHILDHOOD. WE REMEMBER BY OUR DNA TRAUMA FOR SURVIVAL.
MY BACK IS INSISTING I REMEMBER AND CLEAR. NO HOUSEWORK, NO YARD WORK. I'M MANAGEMENT NOW.
FUNNY WORD 'REMEMBER'. TO REATTACH LIKE FRANKENSTEIN'S MONSTER.
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